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I fucking HATE highschool.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.
*deep breath out* sorry. just had to get that out.
now i know EVERYONE says that, but honestly now. i hate it so much. it is the biggest bitch of all bitches. there are just some things and some people that drive me to the brink of insanity. I feel annoying. highschool makes me a worse person, i swear to God. it makes me bitter, angry, and tired. and most of all i'm tired of dealing with immature people.
hopefully tomorrow's dance will prove to be a good time, though i'd really love to just sleep all week long.
on a higher note. christmas is coming!!! let there be warm roaring fires, hot apple cider, and white fluffy snow.
i want family and tradition more then ever this year. and i know i'm not going to get it.
i'm tired of efforts that bring about no results. and i'm tired of feeling like i'm not good enough for some of you when i know that i am so much more than you know.
you know, it's nice sometimes to be recognized for your strengths and what makes you lovely. i know i don't do that enough towards other people, but i think i'm going to start.
deck the halls.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.
*deep breath out* sorry. just had to get that out.
now i know EVERYONE says that, but honestly now. i hate it so much. it is the biggest bitch of all bitches. there are just some things and some people that drive me to the brink of insanity. I feel annoying. highschool makes me a worse person, i swear to God. it makes me bitter, angry, and tired. and most of all i'm tired of dealing with immature people.
hopefully tomorrow's dance will prove to be a good time, though i'd really love to just sleep all week long.
on a higher note. christmas is coming!!! let there be warm roaring fires, hot apple cider, and white fluffy snow.
i want family and tradition more then ever this year. and i know i'm not going to get it.
i'm tired of efforts that bring about no results. and i'm tired of feeling like i'm not good enough for some of you when i know that i am so much more than you know.
you know, it's nice sometimes to be recognized for your strengths and what makes you lovely. i know i don't do that enough towards other people, but i think i'm going to start.
deck the halls.