Life rolls on... and on...
Its funny. I turned 23. I think back to a year ago.
Stuck in Ellensburg with no way out. Everything had fallen to shit piece by piece until the whole thing collapsed. MY girlfriend was a married woman living in Portland. I had no idea what to do about school. A few friends moved, one died, most graduated or bailed out.
End of the line.
That's what it felt like.
Now here I am. A year older, a few times died a few times reborn recreated and adapted.
Its like walking up one side of Everest then on the way back down looking back and going, "Holy fucking sheepshit, I just climbed that!!!"
Things are the best theyve ever been for the most part. But yknow every silver lining has some sort of a thundercloud. This is all just so uncharted territory. When the going gets Weird the Weird turn Pro as always... its just a matter of being able to take things in stride.
I see a lot of my guy friends settling down with their girlfriends. Theres various talks about marriage and the whole nine yards. We all seem to be more or less in the same chapter of the book... I always thought of myself as a bit of a late bloomer or something to that effect. But it seems to be what the general consensus is. For once its nice to be a part of a group.
It's been a month since weve moved into the apartment. Its soo nice to finally have better living accomodations. The kitty is awesome. Derek left for Peru for the summer so im cat sitting. Shes a nice little kitty, despite my allergies. She talks ALOT. But its ok, that cat and I have interesting conversations on occasion.
Easing back into some nice old habits too which is awesome. Bought a sic ass Godzilla model kit I cant wait to get my paws on. That and Im looking forward to gaming, even moreso if the assisstant takes in a few rounds.
The jobs been ok but I FUCKING HATE our manager. Brian. The corporate manager. Sanctimonious micromanaging demeaning giggling idiotically smirking fucker he is. Erg... makes me wish I had a bowel disruptor set to Prolapse I could use on him... oh well he'll be gone soon enough.
Remember buy the ticket take the ride.
Over and out for now, more tomorrow. Adieu.
Stuck in Ellensburg with no way out. Everything had fallen to shit piece by piece until the whole thing collapsed. MY girlfriend was a married woman living in Portland. I had no idea what to do about school. A few friends moved, one died, most graduated or bailed out.
End of the line.
That's what it felt like.
Now here I am. A year older, a few times died a few times reborn recreated and adapted.
Its like walking up one side of Everest then on the way back down looking back and going, "Holy fucking sheepshit, I just climbed that!!!"
Things are the best theyve ever been for the most part. But yknow every silver lining has some sort of a thundercloud. This is all just so uncharted territory. When the going gets Weird the Weird turn Pro as always... its just a matter of being able to take things in stride.
I see a lot of my guy friends settling down with their girlfriends. Theres various talks about marriage and the whole nine yards. We all seem to be more or less in the same chapter of the book... I always thought of myself as a bit of a late bloomer or something to that effect. But it seems to be what the general consensus is. For once its nice to be a part of a group.
It's been a month since weve moved into the apartment. Its soo nice to finally have better living accomodations. The kitty is awesome. Derek left for Peru for the summer so im cat sitting. Shes a nice little kitty, despite my allergies. She talks ALOT. But its ok, that cat and I have interesting conversations on occasion.
Easing back into some nice old habits too which is awesome. Bought a sic ass Godzilla model kit I cant wait to get my paws on. That and Im looking forward to gaming, even moreso if the assisstant takes in a few rounds.
The jobs been ok but I FUCKING HATE our manager. Brian. The corporate manager. Sanctimonious micromanaging demeaning giggling idiotically smirking fucker he is. Erg... makes me wish I had a bowel disruptor set to Prolapse I could use on him... oh well he'll be gone soon enough.
Remember buy the ticket take the ride.
Over and out for now, more tomorrow. Adieu.