::sigh::

[doctorfeelgood2]

i wish i never kissed her
cause i just cant resist her
the girl with golden eyes
but everytime she whispers
take me in your arms, the way you did last night

everything will be ok...
everything will be alright...
if i can get away from her...

and save my worthless life

the girl with golden eyes....
the girl with golden eyes....

well idk what im gonna do about a few things...ashlee leaves soon, and ill probably never see her again and i dont know if i can just leave it how it is between us...

and then theres amanda...were kinda friends again?...idk, it doesent feel right to me...my gut feeling tells me to just drop it, leave her to her self and her friends...as of right now, i dont wanna talk to her...i cant be myself around her anymore...it still seems everything i do makes her mad or it seems like shes mad...she called me the other night...i dident answer, i dident have it in me to sit on the phone with her and talk to her...idk what it is about her now...but shes changed...or have i?...

its not the first time
this wont be the last
that my heart is failin...