I really shouldn't be doing this anymore...
Kinda weird writing in here...when i know 33% of the people i know on here are whack jobs 'cause they left the truth...
Serving Jehovah is getting harder and harder everyday. After being baptized 3 years. It seems like he knows my every weakness. Somedays I'm like get off my back. Leave me alone you jerk. Why do you have to focus on me? But reality kicks in and I come to realize thats how wicked spirits operate.
I had a dream about this girl I had liked for a while, JENNA, but I don't think we were on good terms for like a year. The last memory I had with her was me skating with her holding hands at the skating rink, Oh was that sweet! Still remeber her soft hands. She has the cutest face. I wish I had a time machine, but as I have learned that goes against Jehovah's will. I really miss her alot. She's the only girl I know that ever took an interest in getting to know me. I wanna make things right. I can't get her out of my head, with out her I feel a big void in my chest, breathing has been a lil' hard lately, not that I have asthma or anything.
My dream was that her and me met up and I wanted to talk to her and she shrugged me off, but I kept trying to talk to her and she listened. I told her I feel like I ahve done something to you because you have been avoiding me for the past year. PLEASE tell me what I did wrong. She did, I forgot because it was a dream but we communicated like crazy then I woke up in another dream and I was all "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO." so I had to fix everything over again and I did but then I woke up for real. Then I was all mad the rest of the day. The only good thing that day was the watchtower and the colts winning 49-14. I can't get her out of my mind. Thinking of her gives me like a constant adrenaline rush throughout the day, I'm hyperactive.
I would love to talk to her but I feel very reluctant because I wanna make sure that thats the right decision. The only way to get the right decision is to ask Jehovah and thats what I did. After I prayed, I read the text and ...........BAM. The scrip said that shoot I forgot, but it's at the nov.17 column. It said I need to do whatever to resolve it. Wait gotta go, maybe Ill write in here later.
Haha, I actually told some people that me and Matt Page had this online journal entry thing where you put your thoughts. And everybody was like "That's soooo gay, why would he do that? Man o man is he gay." Then I was thinkin' in my head. wow, how ironic....HE IS GAY!
Serving Jehovah is getting harder and harder everyday. After being baptized 3 years. It seems like he knows my every weakness. Somedays I'm like get off my back. Leave me alone you jerk. Why do you have to focus on me? But reality kicks in and I come to realize thats how wicked spirits operate.
I had a dream about this girl I had liked for a while, JENNA, but I don't think we were on good terms for like a year. The last memory I had with her was me skating with her holding hands at the skating rink, Oh was that sweet! Still remeber her soft hands. She has the cutest face. I wish I had a time machine, but as I have learned that goes against Jehovah's will. I really miss her alot. She's the only girl I know that ever took an interest in getting to know me. I wanna make things right. I can't get her out of my head, with out her I feel a big void in my chest, breathing has been a lil' hard lately, not that I have asthma or anything.
My dream was that her and me met up and I wanted to talk to her and she shrugged me off, but I kept trying to talk to her and she listened. I told her I feel like I ahve done something to you because you have been avoiding me for the past year. PLEASE tell me what I did wrong. She did, I forgot because it was a dream but we communicated like crazy then I woke up in another dream and I was all "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO." so I had to fix everything over again and I did but then I woke up for real. Then I was all mad the rest of the day. The only good thing that day was the watchtower and the colts winning 49-14. I can't get her out of my mind. Thinking of her gives me like a constant adrenaline rush throughout the day, I'm hyperactive.
I would love to talk to her but I feel very reluctant because I wanna make sure that thats the right decision. The only way to get the right decision is to ask Jehovah and thats what I did. After I prayed, I read the text and ...........BAM. The scrip said that shoot I forgot, but it's at the nov.17 column. It said I need to do whatever to resolve it. Wait gotta go, maybe Ill write in here later.
Haha, I actually told some people that me and Matt Page had this online journal entry thing where you put your thoughts. And everybody was like "That's soooo gay, why would he do that? Man o man is he gay." Then I was thinkin' in my head. wow, how ironic....HE IS GAY!