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I'm bored. I'm lonely. I'm down. Some things I thought I had figured out aren't so clear anymore. Other things are going a step better, but still not very promising. I have a program due in an hour that I have no idea how to do. I've tried reading the book and the assignment, and it still doesn't make any sense. I'm going to fail that class and don't really care. I'll probably fail my other two computer science classes, and don't really care about that, either. I'm unmotivated. I'm unemployed. I'm a bit apprehensive about parts of this summer. I hate the things I did that caused some things to happen, and I'm truly sorry that it happened (No, I won't elaborate. The person involved knows what I'm talking about. The rest of you don't need to.). What I want more than anything right now is a best friend. What I need more than anything right now is a best friend. A best friend my age, not one old enough to be my father. Someone who knows all my secrets and doesn't think any less of me because of the stupid things I've done. Someone to listen to me complain and assure me that everything's going to be okay. Someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on and know what to say to make me feel better. Someone to laugh with, to cry with, to just be with. I'm getting tired of all the "family time" I've had recently. Yeah, things have been calm at home, but it's still not much fun. I need to get out and have fun somehow. To be continued when I get home...