GODDAMMIT
I HATE YOU, MCAT.
UGHHHH I'VE BEEN STUDYING LIKE 6-8 HOURS A DAY FOR A MONTH FOR THIS STUPID THING. AND WORKING ON MY MEDICAL SCHOOL APPLICATIONS TOO. OMG I'M LIKE A CORPSE OF WHAT I USED TO BE. SEXY CAN I, AMIRITE.
for those who don't know, the mcat is the medical college admissions test. you take it and TRY to get a good score to make yourself worthy to medical schools so they'll pull you into their school (after you give them more money, write them bullshit essays, and do interviews) and rape you. YEAAAFAK. MY APPLICATION IS 20 PAGES LONG, I AM SO TIRED.
i'm going to CRY FIRST, then sleep/party so hard after this. omg. i forgot all my physics, inorganic chemistry, organic chemistry... hahahahahahahaaaaaahiudgfusfgs.
AND there are AVATAR marathons on nicktoons every afternoon i think sokka is a yummy mansandwich but I HAVE TO RESIST ITS AWESOME(!) AND DRAG MY NERDASS TO THE LIBRARY AND STUDY. GRFFGHHH.
EVEN THE LIBRARIANS RECOGNIZE ME NOW. AND WAVE.
one's a dj, so that's pretty cool! he started talking to me while i was stealing their scratch paper to do notes, and he told me about how he spins at some club in LA and wanted me to watch him. yeaaaah i was so flirty, i said "sorry, i gotta study ;c byebye♥"
i kinda learned to not study in a study room alone since i'm a girl and i go everyday. cuz this middle-aged creeper kept going into the room (like, he'll knock and then just let himself in, wtf) and try to talk to me, saying "i notice you come here everyday... and you're the cutest asian girl i've seen~" and get my number. it felt REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.. especially since they study room is in plain view of the other people who use the library, so doesn't he feel weird for doing that? ughh ew. he did it like 3 times already. i had to pretend i had a policeman boyfriend that liked to beat up people for fun.... so now i study in the common area and stare at the cute little kids toddling about with summer reading books bigger than them and smiling like a pedo.. :\
YEAH SO I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING CAUSE I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN DEAD. MENTALLY.
I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT~ i read your journals like a creeper♥
MY TEST IS IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS, I WANT TO DIE
*goes back to studying* :'(