i feel...
i feel...
like absolute shit.
*throws confetti* this shall be my first emo post. after like, the 152 posts here.
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dragon_gypsy:
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1. this is the first time i cried at college. NO ANNA, I'M NOT COPYING YOU. DDDD8< I MARCH TO THE BEAT OF MY OWN DRUMMER (WHO IS VERY HOT AND BISEXUAL). i have a very good reason to too. but it was like, suppressed tears that still ran down my face and OMG MESSED UP MY EYELINER. but yeah. emo. a lot of emo. like buckets.
2. francis saw me cry. sonny saw me cry. then francis let me cry and bother him in his room while he had like 1 hour left to review for his econ midterm. i think i was very distracting with my angry bouts of "WRRRRRRRRRYYYYY" ok not really. i'm not amusing when i'm sad through heavy breathing and furious brushing away of tears. and i told him i was going to jump out his window (he's on the third floor, which has more of an effect than my first story room). he said no. so i shoved myself into a small corner and sniffled. he told me to not waste my tears over something like that, and i almost said, "what, you want me to waste tears over a BOY?" but i didn't say it cause he was from the male species too. D: and if you anger one, they'll call their homies.
3. then i felt bad for distracting francis' study time so i left and trudged to leslie's dorm to run into her over and over until she felt my pain. and i felt a bit better and i'm gonna have dinner with her (without hayman and dino this time cause i'm not sociable right now). amazingly, she is like my twin cause she is having issues today too. we can cry into our deep fried foods together. and then vomit into the ice cream machine in anger.
4. i didn't get to let out my full angst. so later on i'm gonna punch the crap out of my pillow and scream into it and run into the wall. and repeat it three times. while locking my roommate out of the room so she can't see me be absolute weaksauce without flavor. she'll have to sleep in that guy's room again tonight.
5. now i am looking forward to knott's scary farm cause i'm so pissed/frustrated/emo that if a dude runs up to me and tries to scare me i'll probably be "YOU KNOW WHAT??? YOU KNOW WHAT???? FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU AND YOUR UGLY ATTEMPT TO SCARE ME CAUSE I'M GONNA KICK YOUR ASS TO URANUS I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR THIS. WHAT. COME BACK HERE BITCH I'M GONNA TEACH YOU A LESSON. WHAT THE PHO." and chase him around the park.
6. now, imma gonna try to cheer up. for some reason i get really, really hyber off cranberry juice. IT SAYS NO SUGAR ADDED ON THE SIDE, WTF. but yeah. i drank some before kiet came over to study and i kept beating him up cause he wouldn't take off his shoes in our room because our room was clearly an "asian" room and in asian households, THOSE SHOES BETTAH COME OFF. and now i'm running out of them juices of cranberry. :c
7. i almost joined the thread in 4chan where this person was requesting a ban because midterms were coming up. but then there was CP in it and i didn't want the 4chan party van parked outside my door/window/hall.
8. I HATE LIFE. AND EVERYTHING. EMO. CRAWLING IN MY SKIIINNNNNNNNNNNN. DDDDDD'8 *listens to linkin park to emphasize angsty teenage feelings* X[[[[[
9. OMG I'M 3 OFF FROM THE MEME. BUT I'M STUPID SO IT'S EXPECTED OF ME. *headdesks*
WAS THAT A FUN MEME OR WHAT. YOUR TURN, GUYS. 8DDDD *tags you in your no-no areas*
coonzdrusilla27cerridwenefloopy3k_etsuru_isorrosa_chancomettail AWESOME, MY ROOMMATE'S GONNA BE GONE TONIGHT TO A PARTY. 8DDD WHEN SHE COMES BACK TOMORROW MORNING, EVERYTHING WILL BE BROKEN. DD'8
i should drown my sorrows in sleep or textbooks. i wanna go running but i can't find the gym. D: so i'm gonna run randomly around the dorms. if you see me, tell me i suck.