Kick me when I'm down
Well here goes
I am feeling a bit out of sorts not sure why but just feel euch, think my depression might be coming back but don't really want to go to the Doctors to get more drugs. Maybe I'm silly but I don't feel in control when I am on the medication and I am a bit of a control freak when it comes to my brain, my reactions and my emotions.
I am crying at the drop of a hat over anything and everything.
I am totally blaming these mood swings for my reaction to Doctor Who on Saturday night.
RTD WHY WHY WHY??????
I cried for joy when they were running to each other, then cried buckets when the Dalek got the Doctor, then don't even start me on the "supposed" regeneration. There followed two 30 minute phone calls to my friend and my mum sitting going "What what what?"
I was temping for the Health Board but have had to leave because it is too quiet now the consultants are all going on holiday and there were too many temps, so we all got let go.
So back to job hunting again, suppose it might be all for the best to give myself a bit of a break.
Get my last week's wages tomorrow so can pay my phone bill before they cut me off ;-)
I went to see the musical "Blood Brothers" last week for the umpteenth time and was blown away by it.
Three of the cast I have seen before in the West End and they are my favourite for those roles, so was well chuffed. And I actually met them all at the stage door afterwards and they were all lovely.
I finally saw Sex and the City on Sunday as well I thoroughly enjoyed it.
So not all bad I suppose.
Just waiting for Saturday now, I just hope that RTD does not break my already fragile heart.
I am feeling a bit out of sorts not sure why but just feel euch, think my depression might be coming back but don't really want to go to the Doctors to get more drugs. Maybe I'm silly but I don't feel in control when I am on the medication and I am a bit of a control freak when it comes to my brain, my reactions and my emotions.
I am crying at the drop of a hat over anything and everything.
I am totally blaming these mood swings for my reaction to Doctor Who on Saturday night.
RTD WHY WHY WHY??????
I cried for joy when they were running to each other, then cried buckets when the Dalek got the Doctor, then don't even start me on the "supposed" regeneration. There followed two 30 minute phone calls to my friend and my mum sitting going "What what what?"
I was temping for the Health Board but have had to leave because it is too quiet now the consultants are all going on holiday and there were too many temps, so we all got let go.
So back to job hunting again, suppose it might be all for the best to give myself a bit of a break.
Get my last week's wages tomorrow so can pay my phone bill before they cut me off ;-)
I went to see the musical "Blood Brothers" last week for the umpteenth time and was blown away by it.
Three of the cast I have seen before in the West End and they are my favourite for those roles, so was well chuffed. And I actually met them all at the stage door afterwards and they were all lovely.
I finally saw Sex and the City on Sunday as well I thoroughly enjoyed it.
So not all bad I suppose.
Just waiting for Saturday now, I just hope that RTD does not break my already fragile heart.