Warm....
I close the infirmary, walking to the parking lot, while all the lights in the place I live for turn off one by one. Hesitant, inserting the key into the keyhole, I sit in the car, starting it...the car responds, and I slowly exit the parking lot.
Salt water streams down my face....
why did this happen to me? My husband, why did you have to leave me? Is it to late for me to find anybody else? Hiro...you were the only one that understood, the horrible past of mine...your the only one that was able to relate to me....
Looking over on the passenger side, I see the bouquet of roses freshly bringing the good aroma into my car. I reach my destanation...
I walk up the hill, and the mud stains my black shoes. Peeking over the hill, I see a cross form in my eyes...and under the cross is where my husband lies...
Why did you leave me? Weren't you happy with me? What did I do for you to die? Why did I deserve this? You were all I had....
I place the roses onto the ground, their beauty shielding me from the pain that's inside my soul. I take a pair of scissors from my labcoat, and cut the grass that's overlapping my love. I then dust the cross off....
Please don't think that I've been isolating you...darling...it's just, I can't deal with this pain...I'm not as strong as I thought..
I then feel this strange but familar warmness surrond me. Why am I so warm, yet it's freezing out here? Why does this feel so calm, and I haven't felt this in so long...
I slept by his grave last night. I'm a wreck right now. I don't care anymore...I didn't want to leave that warmness that kept me warm all night.
Salt water streams down my face....
why did this happen to me? My husband, why did you have to leave me? Is it to late for me to find anybody else? Hiro...you were the only one that understood, the horrible past of mine...your the only one that was able to relate to me....
Looking over on the passenger side, I see the bouquet of roses freshly bringing the good aroma into my car. I reach my destanation...
I walk up the hill, and the mud stains my black shoes. Peeking over the hill, I see a cross form in my eyes...and under the cross is where my husband lies...
Why did you leave me? Weren't you happy with me? What did I do for you to die? Why did I deserve this? You were all I had....
I place the roses onto the ground, their beauty shielding me from the pain that's inside my soul. I take a pair of scissors from my labcoat, and cut the grass that's overlapping my love. I then dust the cross off....
Please don't think that I've been isolating you...darling...it's just, I can't deal with this pain...I'm not as strong as I thought..
I then feel this strange but familar warmness surrond me. Why am I so warm, yet it's freezing out here? Why does this feel so calm, and I haven't felt this in so long...
I slept by his grave last night. I'm a wreck right now. I don't care anymore...I didn't want to leave that warmness that kept me warm all night.