im getting ready for 2005.............
Sigh…………………….sigh……………………..sigh………………………… why does the time fly by so fast? How did I get to be 20 so fast? How did half a decade come soooo soon? How did I skip from 8th grade……to almost a junior in college???????? WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! How did I get so old??? HOW?????????? Where is my childhood???????? Where did puberty go?????CHEESE AND RICE!!!!! How did my sisters get so old??? All in all……………..I feel fucked !!!!!!! I still have A LOT of school to go thru. OK I’m done. Moving on….
I just had to get that off my chest…..(no pun intended). Even though I feel like an old whore……..I have a lot of things to be grateful about: my family, my friends, my more than friend (wink, wink), my life experiences……..yeah even the bad ones……..because I have grown to learn from them. Sometimes you get a kick in the ass………..but before you even expect it you get lifted right back up. I had a really rough time my freshmen year at northern and I really want to thank my friends who in some way (may they know it or not) helped me get thru it. I’m really thankful for that. I’ve learned a lot of things about myself this past year and am grateful that I did. I wouldn’t have it any other way…….or wish things would have gone different. Even though my experiences were a PAIN IN THE ASS to get thru…….I’m happy they did…….happen.
This year was one of my best and worst years. I saw the cure ……….one of my all time favorite bands… I was sooooooooo close to Robert Smith I could see his nose hairs…….just a SURREAL experience. The peak of my life………thus far. I cried my ass off………..my heart was filled w/ emotion w/ every song that he sang………all the lows and the highs in my life were all onstage w/ Robert…….the cure has been a HUGE part of my life.. Sigh……………. As for the worst year……….I know many of you know , it’s over and done with and I couldn’t be happier. This year I’ve spent more time w/ Samantha Condo than I ever have….. She has truly made a spot for herself in my heart and I hope that she’s aware of that. If you weren’t already my doctor spam………..now you are! I’ve met some really great people this year as well as rekindled some old friendships. I’ve grown closer to my parents as well as my sisters.
So it’s time to say goodbye to the old year………..and welcome in the new year……….I hope everyone is ready for 2005.…………….let the drama begin!!!
I just had to get that off my chest…..(no pun intended). Even though I feel like an old whore……..I have a lot of things to be grateful about: my family, my friends, my more than friend (wink, wink), my life experiences……..yeah even the bad ones……..because I have grown to learn from them. Sometimes you get a kick in the ass………..but before you even expect it you get lifted right back up. I had a really rough time my freshmen year at northern and I really want to thank my friends who in some way (may they know it or not) helped me get thru it. I’m really thankful for that. I’ve learned a lot of things about myself this past year and am grateful that I did. I wouldn’t have it any other way…….or wish things would have gone different. Even though my experiences were a PAIN IN THE ASS to get thru…….I’m happy they did…….happen.
This year was one of my best and worst years. I saw the cure ……….one of my all time favorite bands… I was sooooooooo close to Robert Smith I could see his nose hairs…….just a SURREAL experience. The peak of my life………thus far. I cried my ass off………..my heart was filled w/ emotion w/ every song that he sang………all the lows and the highs in my life were all onstage w/ Robert…….the cure has been a HUGE part of my life.. Sigh……………. As for the worst year……….I know many of you know , it’s over and done with and I couldn’t be happier. This year I’ve spent more time w/ Samantha Condo than I ever have….. She has truly made a spot for herself in my heart and I hope that she’s aware of that. If you weren’t already my doctor spam………..now you are! I’ve met some really great people this year as well as rekindled some old friendships. I’ve grown closer to my parents as well as my sisters.
So it’s time to say goodbye to the old year………..and welcome in the new year……….I hope everyone is ready for 2005.…………….let the drama begin!!!