This Valentine's Day, Go Fuck Yourself
Hello people!
I got up at 8:30 this morning.
It's funny. I don't even recall dreaming. The past few days, dreams have just evaded me completely. It's depressing, actually. I love remembering my dreams. *sigh* When I got up, I took my shower and got ready for school. I wore all my Freddy gear (what I've dubbed my "Meet Robert Englund" outfit); my Freddy shirt, black skirt, boots, The Fredora, scarf, black coat.
It looked awesome, let me tell you. I should wear those boots more often. I need shorts to wear them with, though, cuz my jeans cover them and that just defeats the purpose, lol. Anywho, I sat in the cafeteria for an hour and read fanfic the entire time. I love it. I love getting lost in other worlds. Makes everything else seem okay for a while. At 11:15, I went to my Bones class. We took notes.
When I got out, I went to the Student Center (the upper level of the cafeteria), where they were doing a free Build-A-Bear thing. I planned to make one for myself and one for Ashley; Nick couldn't afford to get her a present, so naturally, I thought of making a stuffed animal that Nick could give to her. I found out, unfortunately, that they only allowed one stuffed animal per person.
I, of course, decided to make the stuffed animal for Ash. They had a teddy bear, a dog, a cat, a bunny, few other things. I picked the bunny, for two reasons: it was pink and it was very soft. I made it real quick and then went down to the cafeteria to eat lunch and read more fanfic. I also did a little writing, which was enjoyable. Fanfic inspires me to write, lol. I went to Fiction Writing at 2:00.
We talked about the reading, which I haven't done. I gotta say, I feel like I'm supposed to read and memorize a LOT for my classes. It's kind of over-whelming. I guess I should do it during my free time, lol, but. It's so hard to make myself waste time reading that shit that's so boring. Ugh, anyway, um, thankfully, my group hadn't read much, either, so we mostly talked about our journal daybook things.
I tell ya, the people who sit around me are super awesome. I mentioned NoES, and The Poetry Dude asked if I'd seen the new one. I told him no, but it's in my Netflix queue and I'd heard it was terrible. He said, "Yes, it was pretty bad. You can't beat the originals." <3 And then, I found out that The Girl Next to Me is a Nerdfighter! She loves John Green! :D It was lots of fun talking to them.
Class ended at 3:20 and I called mom. She said she couldn't pick me up, so I had to take the bus. I actually...I don't mind taking the bus, it's just lugging all my shit around that gets annoying, lol. I got an idea, so I started writing while on the bus. I came up with a poem! Of course, it's Nightmare-themed. And it's Freddy/Nancy. I'm sure most, if not all, of you don't want to read it. But, just incase...
Nothing More
Good VS Evil.
That was it.
Another showdown between both sides.
Though he was a stronger evil than most,
She was a comparably strong good.
The only one to survive under his blade.
The last one.
At first, it was her fear.
And her father.
They pulled him in.
Drew him to her.
Her strength intrigued him further.
But her drive,
Her resistance to him,
Her determination.
That’s what kept him after her.
That’s what stirred up feelings he couldn’t feel.
She noticed it before the end.
She felt it,
And as her vitality brought him to her,
His change brought her to him.
Something came to life inside his shell.
She saw it, and she reciprocated.
But the claws in him were too powerful.
She couldn’t escape.
Neither could he.
Good VS Evil.
That was it.
That’s what he continued to tell himself,
As he watched her laid to rest.
Mom picked me up from the bus stop around 4:30 and took me home. I gave the bunny I made to Nick and he loved it. I made myself a slightly early dinner and then joined mom in the living room to watch a little TV. I fed the pets dinner and wrote a little more. But not much has happened since I got home. Not that I can remember, anyway...man, my brain is completely dead.
Dad came home around 5:45 and he and mom had dinner. We watched Jeopardy! and stuff, and I picked up Ashley from work so she and Nick could have their V-Day dinner. When I got home, teh rents and I watched RED. It was excellent! Hilarious and action-filled and awesome. And, I can't help it, I totally love Bruce Willis. <3 Really, everyone in that movie was likeable, lol.
And now, we're all going to bed. Gotta get up early tomorrow. Oh, uh, title of this post is something I said on Twitter, btw. Masturbation jokes FTW.
Love y'all - Mira/Doc/Kat *meow*
I got up at 8:30 this morning.
It's funny. I don't even recall dreaming. The past few days, dreams have just evaded me completely. It's depressing, actually. I love remembering my dreams. *sigh* When I got up, I took my shower and got ready for school. I wore all my Freddy gear (what I've dubbed my "Meet Robert Englund" outfit); my Freddy shirt, black skirt, boots, The Fredora, scarf, black coat.
It looked awesome, let me tell you. I should wear those boots more often. I need shorts to wear them with, though, cuz my jeans cover them and that just defeats the purpose, lol. Anywho, I sat in the cafeteria for an hour and read fanfic the entire time. I love it. I love getting lost in other worlds. Makes everything else seem okay for a while. At 11:15, I went to my Bones class. We took notes.
When I got out, I went to the Student Center (the upper level of the cafeteria), where they were doing a free Build-A-Bear thing. I planned to make one for myself and one for Ashley; Nick couldn't afford to get her a present, so naturally, I thought of making a stuffed animal that Nick could give to her. I found out, unfortunately, that they only allowed one stuffed animal per person.
I, of course, decided to make the stuffed animal for Ash. They had a teddy bear, a dog, a cat, a bunny, few other things. I picked the bunny, for two reasons: it was pink and it was very soft. I made it real quick and then went down to the cafeteria to eat lunch and read more fanfic. I also did a little writing, which was enjoyable. Fanfic inspires me to write, lol. I went to Fiction Writing at 2:00.
We talked about the reading, which I haven't done. I gotta say, I feel like I'm supposed to read and memorize a LOT for my classes. It's kind of over-whelming. I guess I should do it during my free time, lol, but. It's so hard to make myself waste time reading that shit that's so boring. Ugh, anyway, um, thankfully, my group hadn't read much, either, so we mostly talked about our journal daybook things.
I tell ya, the people who sit around me are super awesome. I mentioned NoES, and The Poetry Dude asked if I'd seen the new one. I told him no, but it's in my Netflix queue and I'd heard it was terrible. He said, "Yes, it was pretty bad. You can't beat the originals." <3 And then, I found out that The Girl Next to Me is a Nerdfighter! She loves John Green! :D It was lots of fun talking to them.
Class ended at 3:20 and I called mom. She said she couldn't pick me up, so I had to take the bus. I actually...I don't mind taking the bus, it's just lugging all my shit around that gets annoying, lol. I got an idea, so I started writing while on the bus. I came up with a poem! Of course, it's Nightmare-themed. And it's Freddy/Nancy. I'm sure most, if not all, of you don't want to read it. But, just incase...
Nothing More
Good VS Evil.
That was it.
Another showdown between both sides.
Though he was a stronger evil than most,
She was a comparably strong good.
The only one to survive under his blade.
The last one.
At first, it was her fear.
And her father.
They pulled him in.
Drew him to her.
Her strength intrigued him further.
But her drive,
Her resistance to him,
Her determination.
That’s what kept him after her.
That’s what stirred up feelings he couldn’t feel.
She noticed it before the end.
She felt it,
And as her vitality brought him to her,
His change brought her to him.
Something came to life inside his shell.
She saw it, and she reciprocated.
But the claws in him were too powerful.
She couldn’t escape.
Neither could he.
Good VS Evil.
That was it.
That’s what he continued to tell himself,
As he watched her laid to rest.
Mom picked me up from the bus stop around 4:30 and took me home. I gave the bunny I made to Nick and he loved it. I made myself a slightly early dinner and then joined mom in the living room to watch a little TV. I fed the pets dinner and wrote a little more. But not much has happened since I got home. Not that I can remember, anyway...man, my brain is completely dead.
Dad came home around 5:45 and he and mom had dinner. We watched Jeopardy! and stuff, and I picked up Ashley from work so she and Nick could have their V-Day dinner. When I got home, teh rents and I watched RED. It was excellent! Hilarious and action-filled and awesome. And, I can't help it, I totally love Bruce Willis. <3 Really, everyone in that movie was likeable, lol.
And now, we're all going to bed. Gotta get up early tomorrow. Oh, uh, title of this post is something I said on Twitter, btw. Masturbation jokes FTW.
Love y'all - Mira/Doc/Kat *meow*