May 28, 2005 16:54
Well I'm getting out....yeah not cool....dont feel like talking about it because it just really bothers me so much....but anyways....I have some more appointments to attend to before I get to go home...so I should be home by the end of June. Yeah sucks. I missed out on so fucking much and it just kills me to know that I did. Like graduation...holy shit I so wish that I could've been there to see Porter and Tara graduate. God!!! But anyways...but I have my many options though....But I think I'm liking either swat team or firefighting in California. Yeah...big steps there but you know I don't want to waste this training that I have under my belt. But we'll just see what happens though. I just hope that I won't be dicked around with anymore though because I'm tired of it....seriously I am. I'm ready for this shit to be done with and them to just send me the hell home like I've been wanting to be for the past month or so. I just realize more and more that everything happens for a reason and this happened for a reason...don't know what the full reason is but there is a reason and I'll realize what it eventually.
But I'm off for 3 days which is awesome...so tonight I'll be going to a Christian concert so I'm excited about that because rumor has it that it's Third Day. So I'm going to go and get something to eat and then head off to the concert.
Morris