May 12, 2005 11:50
Ok its only been 5+ months since my last entry.Well lets get this over with . My mom passed away 2 weeks ago of uterine cancer, it took her quick she was already in the 4th stage when she was diagnosed.It was years since her last pap , and there for it was not caught till my mom was having back pain.(the back pain was due to the cancer pushing her liver)by then it was too late she went through cemo and daily radiation.PLEASE GIRLS GET YEARLY PAPs its not fun but they can save you're life.if my moms cancer was caught in the 1st stage( by a simple pap)she could of had a hysterectame and be alive today. I have to get this out get those yearly paps please.My mom was a loving person she was 52 too young to die .she was more then a mom but she became a friend when I became an adult.I will always love her and i will remember her forever. at 26 two days before my 27th birthday I lost my mom my best friend.The week following my moms death there was no time to think or cry too much to do. I'm holding up, a little depressed some times in denial but then I remember and cry, alone .