a late night post...that goes on and on
I know, i know, i'm a bad updater. I just figured nobody really cared about all the boring details, and if they did, they would have asked me instead of waiting this long for me to update this thing. I could lie and say i've been far too busy to make a post, but truth is, i'm just far too lazy. I usually check my email everyday and make an attempt to make at least one comment on somebody's wall on facebook. But writing an entire entry on here about my positively boring life just seems like too much effort. But here i am, at quarter to 1 in the morning, bored out of my mind, making some random post about absolutely nothing in particular.
I saw the gynocologist the other day after waiting 11 months for an appointment. That was fun. While i was waiting in the room for her to come in, she had to leave to deliver a baby at the hospital next door, so i had to wait 4 hours for her to come back. So i ended up going out for lunch with a friend and coming back afterwards. And when i did finally get in to see her, the appointment lasted like 15 minutes tops. Which seems rediculas that it took 11 months to get in to see her. Basicly she told me i was fat, and that i need to loose 60lbs. Yes, 60. That shall also be fun. I think the last time i weighed as little as she wants me to weigh was in grade 6 or 7. Highly unlikely that i'll loose that much, but hey, i'll put in a bit of effort, since she also told me that i'm boarderline diabetic. Which makes me hate my family doctor even more since he didnt tell me that with the same blood test results. What a dumbass. Anyways, I guess losing the weight will be good for me in more ways than one. Number one reason is to get healthier, since i have high blood pressure and some other health concerns. And number two, is because i always feel totally unattractive when i go out to bars with some of my friends. Guys hardly ever talk to me, and it hurts sometimes. I mean, i dont think i'm a total cow. But maybe what i see in the mirror isnt exactly what other see. But anyhoo...i think i've had just about enough of this for one night...and i do believe i shall be heading to bed. Sweet dreams everyone. And to you. I miss you.
I saw the gynocologist the other day after waiting 11 months for an appointment. That was fun. While i was waiting in the room for her to come in, she had to leave to deliver a baby at the hospital next door, so i had to wait 4 hours for her to come back. So i ended up going out for lunch with a friend and coming back afterwards. And when i did finally get in to see her, the appointment lasted like 15 minutes tops. Which seems rediculas that it took 11 months to get in to see her. Basicly she told me i was fat, and that i need to loose 60lbs. Yes, 60. That shall also be fun. I think the last time i weighed as little as she wants me to weigh was in grade 6 or 7. Highly unlikely that i'll loose that much, but hey, i'll put in a bit of effort, since she also told me that i'm boarderline diabetic. Which makes me hate my family doctor even more since he didnt tell me that with the same blood test results. What a dumbass. Anyways, I guess losing the weight will be good for me in more ways than one. Number one reason is to get healthier, since i have high blood pressure and some other health concerns. And number two, is because i always feel totally unattractive when i go out to bars with some of my friends. Guys hardly ever talk to me, and it hurts sometimes. I mean, i dont think i'm a total cow. But maybe what i see in the mirror isnt exactly what other see. But anyhoo...i think i've had just about enough of this for one night...and i do believe i shall be heading to bed. Sweet dreams everyone. And to you. I miss you.