On Not Getting to Things

May 04, 2010 13:18

I'm sorry, y'all. I'm discouraged.

There keeps being stuff I want and mean to respond to, and I keep not getting to it. Points worth discussing about BP and what they are and aren't doing. Deeply personal and helpful comments people left about gender and transitioning on those entries, for which I am very grateful. This is one of the things I was worried about when I opened comments on this journal -- that people would leave good comments deserving responses and my lazy ass wouldn't get to them. I'm sorry about that. I don't want to go back, because I like reading almost all the comments and appreciate your openness, smartness, and willingness to help. I'm just sorry I don't get to everybody. I don't have as many words in me as I used to, these days.

Right now I'm fighting not to slide into depression. It sucks to feel that slide beginning, but this is the first time in quite a while that I've felt equipped to fight it instead of just giving in to it, and that's huge.

mea culpa, health

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