hello again
well then i guess i feel like updating again, shit when was the last time i did this? a long time ago for sure. well then things are going... up and down i guess, i mean things are good, things are bad, i aint dead yet and no regrets. So life is... well life i guess. I'm about to head to a magical place, where electricity is minimal, and the only bathing is swimming. And little children happly romp around the woods and play games with each other. Where i work as hard as i play. Where carrot ginger soup and potato leak soup are gobbled up by many little mouths.... where there is no concrete and i sleep in an open cabin everynight, oh how amazing camp is... Its like my safe haven, a small part of my life seperate from the rest. I dont want to wait, but i will. and in the mean time i go shoeless and deal with my tender feet to toughen them so i can wear the most minimal amount of clothing possible. IM SO EXCITED!!! Well then thats enough ranting about that. In other news my friends and i have sort of, well grown apart a little... colin seems to have gone to gershon and weed. and roney left for emma and wyndham. It makes me a little sad, maybe even roney a little more so then colin, because we've lost colin before and i sort of expected it to happen... but not roney, i mean of all people im glad he picked those two cuz wyndham is an awesome kid, oh most of you dont know who these people are but its ok, but even so its too bad im not really apart of that circle. as i said, im also just really glad that he chose cool people, cuz i still really like hanging out with all of them, but I guess i sorta feel like once again i dont have those good friends i used to, or more that... i dunno they're on the other side of some really big gap or something. I'm sure it'll work itself out in the mean time i'll just try and let it go. well that was long winded. hmmm well if you got that far im quite amazed and quite flattered that you care that much about me. so uhh thanks