thinkin thinkin thinkin
first of all, i dont update as much, cuz i feel pathetic when i do. but then i realized, it doesnt matter. so anyway here goes. I feel pretty damn apathetic right now. i really just dont care about school especially. i dont care that i dont do anything. because i do things that make me happy, and thats good enough. Yao do you still read this? heh, sorry nichole told me a lil bit ago. I'm pretty flattered, thanks. So yea keep reading if you like, and dont reply if you dont want to, cuz you may have stopped, and im just crazy for saying this crap but anyway... so yea i think im coming to terms with the fact that im... well how can i put this nicely, an unmotivated individual. i have no plans to ever become sucessful cuz it seems stressful, and that i hate. stress is a pain in my ass, and i have no intention of having it all of the time. well anyway imma sleep cuz im tired... peace.