worthless...
so today started out great, school "ended" at second block, because im pretending that third block doesnt exist, and well fourth only does on wednesdays and thursdays. so anyway, after school me and roney and colin, were driving around when we decided to hop on the back of a flatbed 18 wheeler and decided to see where it went (mind you we were underdressed and for all we knew that fucker was headed to canada) so it pulls into some place about 30 minutes later, we jump off, run like hell away from all the people, and hitch back. ok all is well. i have work, it goes well all is well. i get home, LIFE SUCKS!! i realized that i have no talents, no skills, nothing to try and better my self as a person, so i decided to just lay on my bed and kinda dosed off. FUCK FUCK FUCK, seriously i dont even have any real problems, other than the fact that im pretty worthless. it fuckin sucks. i wish there was something, ANYTHING that i loved to do, and i loved to practice, something to really get better at that i truly enjoy doing... oh wait thats right, i forgot, i do have a skill, im the best sleeper ever! seriously, if i ever was in a sleeping contest, i would win, i can sleep really really good. believe me. HAHAHAHAHA hey... on a random note, does anyone own a gun i can borrow? sigh... well i guess i have two choices, suicide or marijuana, aw hell, suicide takes too much effort anyway