Dec 15, 2006 19:30
So, Mom has decided that I'm not spending enough time on my homework--and she's probably right--so she's disabling the internet in my room except for on school vacations. I can't exactly blame her...my school life is seriously screwed up right now. It does suck, though.
Y'know what's funny? I would never have said the word "suck" or even "screwed up" out loud to anyone. Because I'm the girl who never swears unless the world is about to end. But on here...it's like I'm someone else. I'm not tied down by the reputation that I started building when I was nine. I can reinvent myself, shape myself based on who I am right now. I wonder if it'll be like this when I go to college, somewhere far away from this stupid town, stupid state.
I've had this friend since eighth grade, and she's the most annoying person ever. She's horribly immature, and she never shuts up. I just want to be rid of her, and the rest of my appalling immature friends from middle school, but you can't just tell someone that you don't like them anymore, especially when you go to the same school every day.
Maddy's doing awesome!
Fear Her is on in twenty minutes! Yay!
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