Sleep is a Myth
Well, my mission succeeded, and i have acquired:
Posters! It was two stapled together for double-sidedness, and that was the best way i could think of for mounting it for now. (Cor, if you want one of them let me know.)
They're not really this blurry. But neither is my room for that matter. Though actually, i really don't know if that's true. It looks awfully blurry when i'm using my real eyes to look upon it... These glasses might be full of lies. ...But hey, that's better than being half empty of lies, right? Ok, that was a stupid joke.
Speaking of lies, sleep is one of the biggest ones. I have discovered that it doesn't really exist... one of those things that i fantasize about, but cannot touch. Just like Real Furries. It's kind of depressing :-/
I tried to sleep this morning - laid there for 5 hours, but it just wouldn't happen. I even took a break to exercise (because i know that's one reason that contributes to this problem at times,) but i still failed to shut my brain off.
Ah well, Sleep is Wrong, according to that song... so i guess i'm better off in insomnialand.
I've been thinking about taking a yoga class. This is sort of unrelated to what i mentioned above, but perhaps not as much as i think. I checked the website for the place i passed by this morning, and i'm surprised... $80 a month? That's not that bad... I thought it would be a lot more. Maybe i could afford that.
...Well not really, but i might pretend i can. Time to cancel WoW again! And transfer the phone into my brother's name. I really need to do that and stop putting it off... since i pay for it all anyway, even though i hardly ever use it... We'll see how long it stays in service once my brother is being billed for it. -.-
Something's got to give, i can't keep paying all the bills forever. It prevents me from enjoying myself as much as i'd like to. Either he needs to move out, or i need to move out... It's tiring living with a wigger anyway. ...heh, does anyone still use that term? It's stupid. But he's one of those... It's amazing how much different two siblings can be, you'd think he grew up in the inner city or something. Pretty lame.
I got my foot stepped on by a hoof again. The big toe on my right foot... same one that got stepped on a couple of years ago (i was limping the whole time i was at FC.) But... this time it was only a small pony XD It's still a little sore though. She was too busy trying to squish me against a tree with her ass to look where she was stepping. For the sake of normalcy i'll say it was very rude and i didn't like it one bit when she did that! :o
...Speaking of lies. ;)
I should be getting my patterns in the mail today or tomorrow. Then life will become a fursuit-making extravaganza. Murrahnithan-i-ia (did i spell that right? it's a tough one!) custom-made them for me, and i'm willing to bet it will be much easier to start with these patterns already made to fit my measurements than to make them from scratch. Have a ranted about how frustrating that has been? Well, if not
AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!
...It was a bitch. But i think i will be able to do it, now.
Anyway, i've been making entries like this a lot lately... this random-collection-of-vignettes-relating-to-my-life thing. My apologies for making long entries, in other words...
EDIT: Now i'm going to try and sleep again. Wish me luck. :-/
Posters! It was two stapled together for double-sidedness, and that was the best way i could think of for mounting it for now. (Cor, if you want one of them let me know.)
They're not really this blurry. But neither is my room for that matter. Though actually, i really don't know if that's true. It looks awfully blurry when i'm using my real eyes to look upon it... These glasses might be full of lies. ...But hey, that's better than being half empty of lies, right? Ok, that was a stupid joke.
Speaking of lies, sleep is one of the biggest ones. I have discovered that it doesn't really exist... one of those things that i fantasize about, but cannot touch. Just like Real Furries. It's kind of depressing :-/
I tried to sleep this morning - laid there for 5 hours, but it just wouldn't happen. I even took a break to exercise (because i know that's one reason that contributes to this problem at times,) but i still failed to shut my brain off.
Ah well, Sleep is Wrong, according to that song... so i guess i'm better off in insomnialand.
I've been thinking about taking a yoga class. This is sort of unrelated to what i mentioned above, but perhaps not as much as i think. I checked the website for the place i passed by this morning, and i'm surprised... $80 a month? That's not that bad... I thought it would be a lot more. Maybe i could afford that.
...Well not really, but i might pretend i can. Time to cancel WoW again! And transfer the phone into my brother's name. I really need to do that and stop putting it off... since i pay for it all anyway, even though i hardly ever use it... We'll see how long it stays in service once my brother is being billed for it. -.-
Something's got to give, i can't keep paying all the bills forever. It prevents me from enjoying myself as much as i'd like to. Either he needs to move out, or i need to move out... It's tiring living with a wigger anyway. ...heh, does anyone still use that term? It's stupid. But he's one of those... It's amazing how much different two siblings can be, you'd think he grew up in the inner city or something. Pretty lame.
I got my foot stepped on by a hoof again. The big toe on my right foot... same one that got stepped on a couple of years ago (i was limping the whole time i was at FC.) But... this time it was only a small pony XD It's still a little sore though. She was too busy trying to squish me against a tree with her ass to look where she was stepping. For the sake of normalcy i'll say it was very rude and i didn't like it one bit when she did that! :o
...Speaking of lies. ;)
I should be getting my patterns in the mail today or tomorrow. Then life will become a fursuit-making extravaganza. Murrahnithan-i-ia (did i spell that right? it's a tough one!) custom-made them for me, and i'm willing to bet it will be much easier to start with these patterns already made to fit my measurements than to make them from scratch. Have a ranted about how frustrating that has been? Well, if not
AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!
...It was a bitch. But i think i will be able to do it, now.
Anyway, i've been making entries like this a lot lately... this random-collection-of-vignettes-relating-to-my-life thing. My apologies for making long entries, in other words...
EDIT: Now i'm going to try and sleep again. Wish me luck. :-/