New moods come with changed outlooks?
What can I say? There isn't too much to explain anymore. A few fallouts here and there led up to now? What is now you ask? Good question. Now is just a time of content, where the mood doesn't swing quite as high, and the outlook just isn't as dark. My life this day and age hasn't changed much. I think i'm the thing that's changed. This isn't some tough guy act or even a sob story from the latest breakup. This is just me now, I'm not sure how I even got to this point.
It's unreal the happiness you can find in simple things. What a few simple conversations can do for you. My true colors are starting to pay off. Being the nice guy is starting to work to my own advantage. No i'm not talking to a great girl or anything like that. I'm just so dead set on a few things I want in life. A few things im trying to accomplish that my tendencies are starting to help. I have a best friend again. Not in the sense that we talk continously about each others problems, but the fact that im not afraid to talk about them if needed.
Life is just working, music isn't bringing me down anymore, well music with meaning behind it. Music can alter a mood people, sometimes it's just best not to listen. Work is going great, other then me owing a butt-load of cash for my transmission, things are wonderful. My friendships, well a few are lacking but one I really cherish above most is thriving. I'm not going to let that die either, I've let it go wild too many times before. My old old old old old habit of writing isn't all the great anymore. I don't use a huge vocabulary like i used to. I guess since I've got a few books to read that will improve though.
All in all kids, things couldn't be better.
It's unreal the happiness you can find in simple things. What a few simple conversations can do for you. My true colors are starting to pay off. Being the nice guy is starting to work to my own advantage. No i'm not talking to a great girl or anything like that. I'm just so dead set on a few things I want in life. A few things im trying to accomplish that my tendencies are starting to help. I have a best friend again. Not in the sense that we talk continously about each others problems, but the fact that im not afraid to talk about them if needed.
Life is just working, music isn't bringing me down anymore, well music with meaning behind it. Music can alter a mood people, sometimes it's just best not to listen. Work is going great, other then me owing a butt-load of cash for my transmission, things are wonderful. My friendships, well a few are lacking but one I really cherish above most is thriving. I'm not going to let that die either, I've let it go wild too many times before. My old old old old old habit of writing isn't all the great anymore. I don't use a huge vocabulary like i used to. I guess since I've got a few books to read that will improve though.
All in all kids, things couldn't be better.