good
I was hoping it would snow today. I was supposed to have my french intervue which I hadn't bothered preparing for. But now I'll have it tomorrow and will be ready.
note to shewy, niel and eve; Tim Hortons hasn't called about the job interevue yet. Curious. I guess they've found someone else.
"And I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong.
Oh and if i ever caused you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong."
I really like Coldplay. They make me really happy. There isn't alot that really makes me happy lately. I've fallen into a sort of funk lately. I'm just not my usual self. I don't feel right. I feel bogged down and the need to make decisions hangs wearily over my head. I feel as if the fate of the rest of my life rests in my actions of the near futur. I don't like it. Also, I feel that I'll never again feel the warm contrictions of love. Not in the same way I felt it before. Not like with Al. I don't think that will happen again for quite some time. She was the one, by the way, that I was talking about a few entries back. I don't care if she knows now or not. I don't really care about much right now. I feel detached from my life. As if I were eating the preverbial crust off my metaphorical sandwich so that I can later enjoy the uninterupted juicy meat of the inner province. Adam and Candace are in love. That makes me happy. hmm... I should do more with the people who care about me. I'm going to spend more time with Shewy from now on. I don't see him enough anymore. That will make me happier.
goodnight.
note to shewy, niel and eve; Tim Hortons hasn't called about the job interevue yet. Curious. I guess they've found someone else.
"And I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong.
Oh and if i ever caused you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong."
I really like Coldplay. They make me really happy. There isn't alot that really makes me happy lately. I've fallen into a sort of funk lately. I'm just not my usual self. I don't feel right. I feel bogged down and the need to make decisions hangs wearily over my head. I feel as if the fate of the rest of my life rests in my actions of the near futur. I don't like it. Also, I feel that I'll never again feel the warm contrictions of love. Not in the same way I felt it before. Not like with Al. I don't think that will happen again for quite some time. She was the one, by the way, that I was talking about a few entries back. I don't care if she knows now or not. I don't really care about much right now. I feel detached from my life. As if I were eating the preverbial crust off my metaphorical sandwich so that I can later enjoy the uninterupted juicy meat of the inner province. Adam and Candace are in love. That makes me happy. hmm... I should do more with the people who care about me. I'm going to spend more time with Shewy from now on. I don't see him enough anymore. That will make me happier.
goodnight.