christmas joys
Well, just wanted to reflect a bit on my christmas... it was good, well great... jessica got me a dog, he's so cute... "he's like our baby" ~ js... lol... anyway... christmas eve was nice, went out with my grandparents, and drunkin mother, then to the gruskenski's then mel I and finished off the evening with jess and her family... lol... he likes it there... christmas day was great too... went to my grandparents for a bit, then jess' nana's house... then we attempted to see a movie, meet the fockers... but failed... stupid AMC... so, watch a movie at my place and had a nice nice night in... really needed that, it was good to have so much time together without fighting at and... she tells me alot of good things about us, i sometimes don't believe her cause i think she's leading me on a bit much... but i dunno... i believer her about the way she feels about me... but not about her not leading **him** on too... like all the flirty stuff doesn't really happen, she doesn't go out of her way to make him happy and what not... i dunno... i just think she likes to play both sides of the fence... but w\e... it was a great christmas and an amazing night... and i should just leave it at that... i remember this time last year i was aticipating something so much... made me so nervous... it was big for me... i dunno, i don't think she thinks about it as much... maybe it wasn't so important, but at the time it did seem like a big deal... it still does... sharing in something that special... <3...