Ever since my exams got cancelled, I have been listlessly lying around the house on my off days and feeling super unproductive. I have been relying excessively on social media to get through the day, often spending hours making mindless conversation with friends on whatsapp, watching youtube videos of others trying to be productive in quarantine, ( Read more... )

Forming a habit is so fucking easy, my friends, but quitting it is like slitting my wrist over and fucking over again. Like texting people. I realize how addicted I am to texting; I'm one of those folks who is always glued to my phone and my reply is almost always instantaneous unless I'm sleeping or watching dramas. Recently though, I have been ( Read more... )

I have been feeling all sorts of burnt out recently. Perhaps it's the overly frequent calls - 8 calls in a mth. Perhaps it's dealing with friends who should have been axed from my life last year, but somehow made it to 2019 to continue plaguing me. In any case it's my fault with regards to the latter. I acknowledge that I have self harming ( Read more... )

I could try and change the way I feel but I cant and it makes me sad. I am in denial.

Wow if I had known how easy it would be to post on lj from my phone I would have done this earlier. I constantly wanna document updates about my life (for posterity's sake) but I always cannot find the time to sit down in front of the computer.

SMC pledge yesterday followed by hangout with friends at the condo poolside till late, drinking beer ( Read more... )

September is almost over. October heralds the beginning of autumn and this means cold, wet, dreary weather in Singapore ( Read more... )