hitting a defenseless creep square in the face, and lving to tell the story

Feb 07, 2005 10:30

sometimes i wonder why god put me on this planet. apparently it wasnt to do much of anything good, but maybe it was to show a living evil. i seem to dissapoint and mislead so many people, and i keep telling myself that im right and admitting in my head that im wrong, absolutely wrong. the lines of justice of crossed paths again. these mixed emotions.... ah i just really want to know my purpose. if only... things could stay OKAY for a little longer. whas it like to be okay? i guess i know but it comes and goes faster than a train from new jersey to new yourk city. i used to know a happy place for each person, but apparently im too caught up in not breaking down myself to help much at all. im sorry....

on a brighter note, my room is clean. i thought my mom would tell me i could go to nicole's if i took care of that....apparently not, but i tried. i love sleepovers on weekdays ahhhh im so dissapointed! my grades are kicking me in the ass too...here i go again about my problems. i really try not to get into the specifics or even touch on some things when i type in here because theyre too much...or too little sometimes. i just need to vent a little without much information

-being nice and sounding pissed off-

ill be alone forever...excep gary will always be here, boy oh boy what a cat.

armondo and stefano from elle girl are some pretty hot italians, its all good suff.

and finally, goodnight
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