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y am i so weak? y can't i be strong? y do i let her effin get to me? i kno shes not worth it but seriously if my own mother tells me im fat how do i expect to ever get a guy to like me? no wonder im single all the time. im so thru. eff wutt everyone else says. screw yu all. im doing wutt i did before, it obviously worked and at least then she never yelled at me for how fat i was. i just want to be good enuff for somebody. and im not ever going to be, so wutts the point of even trying then? im so confused of wutt to do. dont try to help, its not gunna make anything better. nobody prolly knows wutt im talking about but i just needed to get all this out in the open.
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lil biit