ugh
I'm so confused. I wish I could just talk to some unbiased person about how I feel. That never works out tho. Because what it boils down to is that we're all friends with everyone, and anyone I talk to will feel they have to let the other people know. It's not right, but thats not really what this entry is about. I have so much bottled up inside that I can't talk about. That I have to keep deep inside of me until the time is right for it to come out. But I cant tell if this is the right time, and if it is, i'm not sure if I have the courage to do what I want. Ugh. This probably made no sense. I dont care.