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Aug 25, 2004 00:02

So i just wrote a whole entry and i x'd out by accident, I'll try to remember it all.

So today I was kinda off. I have my priorities all wrong. I hate when I do that, because at the time I'll be enjoying myself, and a good time will be had, but then I look back and think to myself: damn I'm dumb. I have a good time, but it's not really me. Sometimes I wish it was me. I often with that I had a whole different life. Maybe not a better life per say, just different. I love my friends, and the things we all do, but just imagining all the other people to know and things that I could do makes me really wonder. It makes me sad to think that this life is the only life I'll ever know. I mean, there are so many oppertunites out there and in the life I have, I'll never expierence them. If my life was just a little different I could do so many more things. Oh, I sound so selfish. I should be thankful, and I am, but I just sometimes dream of what another life would be like. EVerything is werid these days. Headed in a place I'm not sure if I wanna be. Maybe if my life was different I wouldn't be headed there. Ugh, I don't know. So pessimistic. I just wish I knew what I wanted deep down
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