Them.
FUCK people, you know? we are one fucked up species. every single one of us: a hypocrite, selfish, douchebag, fragile, just looking out for number one. i haven't met a decent human being in years. its fucking moral chaos out there! people expect a standard from other people when They live by no standard themselves. this standard varies between people. some expect you to pay the check, buy the ticket, open the door for, dress up in a suit for, or even change your own self just to make Them happy. when They aren't happy, these seemingly nice people could now care less for you, ignoring you. They won't give you that second interview. you won't get that date you're looking for. you won't meet to catch up on old times. you won't get what you want, because all They are looking for is what appeals to Them AT THAT TIME. if it's not convenient for Them, They won't bother. They will ignore you at all costs, cowering behind the ambiguity in YOUR mind. but why would They care? it doesn't bother Them to watch you squirm. They really are better off without you, until it's convenient for you to be around. then They will start the cycle all over again. Their stock just went up a half a point. They got what They want, who gives a fuck about YOU?
you're on your own, son.
you're on your own, son.