sam burchard update.
i've been so proud of myself for being so happy with who i am & where i am in life,
however..
i've been having some serious self-esteem issues the past few weeks.
last nite did NOT help.
last nite WAS TERRIBLE.
i'm pretty good at acting like nothing happened.
katie said that's bad.
i believe her.
i felt like shit today.
but work really helped.
it was a good day there.
and after work katie took me on a fancy dinner date on the beach and we talked about lots of stuff.
so that was nice.
but still..last nite.
uuuggghh.
i'm mad that my feelings got hurt.
i'm mad that i put myself in that position.
i'm mad that i'm that stupid girl.
but i can't be mad at anyone but myself.
rrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaar.
fuck.
however..
i've been having some serious self-esteem issues the past few weeks.
last nite did NOT help.
last nite WAS TERRIBLE.
i'm pretty good at acting like nothing happened.
katie said that's bad.
i believe her.
i felt like shit today.
but work really helped.
it was a good day there.
and after work katie took me on a fancy dinner date on the beach and we talked about lots of stuff.
so that was nice.
but still..last nite.
uuuggghh.
i'm mad that my feelings got hurt.
i'm mad that i put myself in that position.
i'm mad that i'm that stupid girl.
but i can't be mad at anyone but myself.
rrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaar.
fuck.