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[do_the_hustle]

i always have to have a vice, something to fall back on. my secret things. i'm currently engaged in my healthiest form of vices, frozen yogurt. i eat it every night religiously and i go to bed feeling empty if i don't have it? like my life depends on frozen yogurt or something. but i know it's not really the frozen yogurt, it's something bigger

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[heartpump]

not to get all metaphysical on you or anything, but i think a good portion of us who read people easily and feel uncomfortable in social situations are just hella psychic. all the thoughts you hear in your head while at parties, all of the shit that makes you cringe and just wanna go home is like you picking up on what everyone else is thinking, how uncomfortable and socially inept they are, how hard they are trying to be liked or get laid or invited to the NEXT party... it's disgusting and frustrating, i know. but i think the first step i took in moving on from my issues with that whole thing was allowing myself quiet time. meditating, basically. even for like 10 minutes a day. not thinking about anything, focusing on my breathing, feeling still and all that buddhist shit.. it works dude. i don't do it every day but it definitely helped me focus my mind and not get so overwhelmed with how uncomfortable it can be to go through each day. and it also helps me feel totally connected to everything that's happening in the world, whereas i used to believe it was all meaningless. i guess for me the meaning lies in the fact that i believe everything we think and feel is part of the collective consciousness, which is why we can feel shitty for "no reason" or good for "no reason", because we're picking up on all sorts of good and bad vibes wherever we are. so if what i feel is not only a part of me but part of a bigger picture, i may as well make my contribution to that a positive one. plus at the end of the day, i feel better too. it's weird and cool

also: i like you a lot brandy wayne!

[do_the_hustle]

i definitely think im physic, can read vibes, and have accurate gut feelings. i still havent been able to grasp meditation but i would love to. i like you too and i want your positive energy to surround me!