Nov 11, 2006 01:33
yup.
about 2 months left of this shitty state and I'm moving to Portland!
I'm sooo excited I can't take it anymore.
4 months ago I thought it was going to take forever, now with 2 months left,
I can't believe it's really almost here.
I've lived in the same house, on the same street, in the same city, in the same
state for my whole life. I'm at the point in my life where I need a change, and I have
no greater opportunity then right now. Nothing is going to stop me.
yes, I will miss my family and my friends insane amounts, but I'm not suppose to be here anymore.
I just feel so strange and out of my element here.
I'm just wasting time, and trying to save up $ to get out there with.
Even if I failure miserably at this, I don't think I will, but I have a few kids
waitin for me out there, who do care about me, so I think I might just make it.
And being without the one you love is a task in itself.
I gotta get outta town..
I'm leavin' tonight..