URGH!!
I just got back from Pauls hearing and I am so fucking pissed his attorney didn't show up so he has to stay in another week. URGH!!! URGH!!! She needs to do her job. I miss him sooooooooooooooo much. Seeing his face again made me so so happy. He came into the court room looked right at me and couldn't stop smiling. It made me so happy to just see his face again. Mabye thats what I've been missing in my life. Someone who I know cares about me. God I can't stop thinking about him. It's crazy. URGH URGH I MISS PAUL SO MUCH I WANT HIM TO COME HOME!!