URGH!!!!

[do_it_4_her]

Every thing is so complexed and every thing is just so stupid. I miss Josh so much. Noone see the trouble I'm in. Noone see how I drink to numb the pain of my everyday excestents. I don't understand anymore. this lonlieness is overwhelming. Every day I wake up to this cold world and ask myself whats the point. I hate being me I hate this stupid

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[avengethefallen]

I know what your going through just dont hurt yourself it wasnt your fualt things will get better youll see if i knew where you lived id come over there and give you a big hug hope everything comes together for you im am sorry you have to go through all this :'(

[do_it_4_her]

Thank some much that means alot to me. If you want you can come see me I leave in Washington Port Angeles Washington at 818 east 5th

[avengethefallen]

i live in florida not shore how to get to washington????

[do_it_4_her]

Yes that might be a bit of a problem

[avengethefallen]

but if i could get there some how you better belive id give you the biggest hug youve ever gotten before

[do_it_4_her]

Thats sweet. And thanks. I feeling better cause I'm going to be getting my car soon.

[avengethefallen]

cool what kind?

[do_it_4_her]

A 1984 White Mustange it tops out at 135. But it's a stick so I have to get one of my friends to teach me how to drive a stick.

[avengethefallen]

my focus get 130 but it auto its a 2005 pimp!

good luck with the stick i hear its not that hard

[do_it_4_her]

I hope so because I'm tired of bumin rides off people. The only part thats going to suck about havin a car is havin to pay for fuckin gas