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today i'm going to the movies its exciting i have something to do...yay.
wow i never realized how selfish i am i need to change i just thought that what i was doing was right i thought that for once i wasnt gonna give up till i got what i wanted. but i guess that was the wrong outlook to have and i hurt one of my friends in the process and i dont think i can say sorry to her enough times. i just didnt realize i had been hurting her so bad i was to busy worrying about myself i guess i am really not a good person. i hurt to many people on my path to rightiousness(sp?)lol. but for serious i am not nice and spoiled i am surprised that anyone wants to even know me maybe nobody does and they just pretend but if you do please tell me cuz it'll make me happy about stuff so if you dont completely despise me tell me please. but yeah my friend was hurt by me and i was being naive and didnt notice. i am a stoopid person well i can stop beating up on myself now and just flat out say sorry to people i have hurt while reaching for the things i wanted so SORRY!
and i also realized that people who are important to me i dont tell them how much they mean to me...so people who i care about and are important to me know it and thanks for being there and being your special selves and everything thank you...you people (and you know who you are) deserve large hugs and gifts
wow i never realized how selfish i am i need to change i just thought that what i was doing was right i thought that for once i wasnt gonna give up till i got what i wanted. but i guess that was the wrong outlook to have and i hurt one of my friends in the process and i dont think i can say sorry to her enough times. i just didnt realize i had been hurting her so bad i was to busy worrying about myself i guess i am really not a good person. i hurt to many people on my path to rightiousness(sp?)lol. but for serious i am not nice and spoiled i am surprised that anyone wants to even know me maybe nobody does and they just pretend but if you do please tell me cuz it'll make me happy about stuff so if you dont completely despise me tell me please. but yeah my friend was hurt by me and i was being naive and didnt notice. i am a stoopid person well i can stop beating up on myself now and just flat out say sorry to people i have hurt while reaching for the things i wanted so SORRY!
and i also realized that people who are important to me i dont tell them how much they mean to me...so people who i care about and are important to me know it and thanks for being there and being your special selves and everything thank you...you people (and you know who you are) deserve large hugs and gifts