Bullets of Reality
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"May i need the money to sign you up for all those courses, are you even listening to me? Why do you never call your poor Lauren in Brooklyn anymore huh? We have recently received news that over the course of your exchange in Germany you have acquired multiply tattoos's. I hope you know that means you can no longer participate in varsity sports. Sign the papers, sign the papers, sign the papers, have you signed them yet? Remember you need too dot the I's and cross the T's. Nova starts the Monday of the 11th. I lost my Prozac pills again May. Why has he not called me yet? Have you considered going to college in Canada Melissa? You need more scholarship money this simply won't cover it all, you know that right? What do you mean it's not going to work out? Who will you be living with next year then!? I cannot possibly do that on my own? You'll need an additional IBH course for that Melissa? May I'm sorry but i lost one of the cats while i was walking it; will you still consider coming home? I broke your fender again, are you mad at me? We will need a lot more money than this for NYU May you realize that right? Ambassador project? You will have to taste reality at some point in time May, you can't keep running away like this..."
Today was almost too much for me to handle. I had a slight crack in the system. Therefore, while clutching Sarah's four leaf clover in one hand, i used the other to keep hold of my book; i rode the SB for 2 hours and 13 minutes. I have found that this has the ability to calm me down even more than perhaps sitting at the bottom of a well.
I can breath again and take a step back.
I think i have become slightly scared of both the telephone and the Internet. Oh! the mailman too. He my friend holds the key.
"May i need the money to sign you up for all those courses, are you even listening to me? Why do you never call your poor Lauren in Brooklyn anymore huh? We have recently received news that over the course of your exchange in Germany you have acquired multiply tattoos's. I hope you know that means you can no longer participate in varsity sports. Sign the papers, sign the papers, sign the papers, have you signed them yet? Remember you need too dot the I's and cross the T's. Nova starts the Monday of the 11th. I lost my Prozac pills again May. Why has he not called me yet? Have you considered going to college in Canada Melissa? You need more scholarship money this simply won't cover it all, you know that right? What do you mean it's not going to work out? Who will you be living with next year then!? I cannot possibly do that on my own? You'll need an additional IBH course for that Melissa? May I'm sorry but i lost one of the cats while i was walking it; will you still consider coming home? I broke your fender again, are you mad at me? We will need a lot more money than this for NYU May you realize that right? Ambassador project? You will have to taste reality at some point in time May, you can't keep running away like this..."
Today was almost too much for me to handle. I had a slight crack in the system. Therefore, while clutching Sarah's four leaf clover in one hand, i used the other to keep hold of my book; i rode the SB for 2 hours and 13 minutes. I have found that this has the ability to calm me down even more than perhaps sitting at the bottom of a well.
I can breath again and take a step back.
I think i have become slightly scared of both the telephone and the Internet. Oh! the mailman too. He my friend holds the key.