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i havent updated this thing in a while.
but no one reads it, so its ok.
...i kinda like not having anyone know about it. i can actually write my feelings out without having to worry about people thinking im writting what im writting for attention...
all my friends are so pretty .. and i hate it. i really wish that i was somewhat pretty, cuz im just not lol ... i mean yeah, my friends who are chicks tell me im pretty .. but it would be nice if a guy actually told me that. but thats not going to happen. ever. and it just sucks having friends who are so pretty, becuz its like all the attention goes to them. and all my guy friends ever talk about is how hott one of my friends is, or how they like her or whatever. and im always the odd one out, and that just sucks so bad. especially at the movies. uggggh. im going to shut up now ... even though its not like anyones actually listening..
but no one reads it, so its ok.
...i kinda like not having anyone know about it. i can actually write my feelings out without having to worry about people thinking im writting what im writting for attention...
all my friends are so pretty .. and i hate it. i really wish that i was somewhat pretty, cuz im just not lol ... i mean yeah, my friends who are chicks tell me im pretty .. but it would be nice if a guy actually told me that. but thats not going to happen. ever. and it just sucks having friends who are so pretty, becuz its like all the attention goes to them. and all my guy friends ever talk about is how hott one of my friends is, or how they like her or whatever. and im always the odd one out, and that just sucks so bad. especially at the movies. uggggh. im going to shut up now ... even though its not like anyones actually listening..