Aug 11, 2005 21:23
well.
i gotta say. taylors birthday party, sun lakes, and jacob's toga party wrapped up summer just perfectly. I think this summer might possibly be the best one i've ever had. I love that i'm spending all my time with my closest friends, just doing as much as we can together before we all leave. You can tell its all coming to an end when every drunk conversation you have with someone says "i'm going to miss you so bad," or "please come visit me," or just talking about how scary the thought is of us leaving bothell. its really wierd.
I honestly dont know if i'm happy or sad or what about moving away to college. I guess right now i'm really really sad because my best friend in the entire world moves away in two days and tonight is the last night we can hang out. its the little stupid stuff that always makes me sad, like right now i'm begining to realize that this is the last time i'll be waiting for her to come over, and tonight when she leaves, it'll probably be the last time we're all going to be hanging out together. it breaks my heart when i think about it.
I think it makes it worse when I remember that i'm going to be stuck in bothell for another month without her here. because bothell is tolerable when shes around, since i can just bull shit so much to her, but i dont know what i'm going to do when i'm running around drunk at the next bothell party by myself, laughing at every goony thing, and i'll wish she was there so she can laugh too.
This summers gone by so fast.
Thank god for the one and only marie johnson :)
keep your sharts on sister. and try not to forget about me.