May 03, 2005 21:57
right now i feel like dying on the inside.
i guess its so stupid that at 17 you can let someone so deep inside you that when they're not around you feel like there's something huge missing from your whole being.
i miss his kiss. "its the kind of kiss that feels like home and a wonderful vacation all at the same time." god thats exactly it. I miss looking at him and the connection i feel when he looks at me. I miss the way i feel when i talk with him. when he opens up and tells me how he feels it seriously made me melt.
The summer i guess brings out a side of you that isn't allowed to be out during the school time. I miss it all so much. just laying there talking about nothing, he always kept me interested and i was always laughing. laughing and kissing him, kissing him, kissing him.
gaah.
he wouldn't ever do for me. you know that. its you.