He Doesn't Look A Thing Like Jesus...

Jan 04, 2007 18:21

im starting to like this song...hehe.
hm lets see...what happened today?
i stayed after school for makeup time, seeing as how if i dont, i fail my classes and have to retake them. bummer. i did a test and walked to the store next door and got a soda. walked back and talked with rick who had detention. his mum picked him up, so i was on my way to the store across the street to get coffee, but mum pulled over and picked me up. went home. got kasey. i saw this really cheap but decent guitar at Kmart, and was like Mum i want it, can i have it sense i cant have my cat? oh ill think about it...and walks away. im not stupid you know!
ive just been really...emo again lately, and it scares me. i thought i had kicked this habit, but apparently i havent. im not cutting yet, but i feel close to it. and me writing my post last nite brought up all these feeling again.

and then mom completely ignoring my guitar just added to it.
becuase she needed ciggarettes.
and she is supposed to be quitting.
ARGH

And tried to forget
The light in your eyes keeps fading out
The night's falling deeper in the heart
Hiding the truth and crashing down
My baby's a dancer in the dark

that sounds like me right now..a dancer in the dark.

rants, emo, sadness

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