Vanilla Icing Part iiii
Title Vanilla Icing
Part Four You Are The One
Author dntcloseurheart aka ME!!
Pairing Vam and Missam (Missy/Bam)
Rating Psht...Iono...PG? PG-13?
Summary It's almost time for Bam and Missy's wedding, but is Bam rethinking his choice?
Disclaimer Don't know, Dont Own...Blah Blah Blah
A/N This was originally suppose to be a two part one shot, but since everyone wanted to know more, I decided to run with it. It's not going to be a novel, but a short story. Happy now? lol
Previous parts under the cut.
More A/N Thanks to insane_pyro_grl for the icons of POV!!!!
Part i
Part ii
Part iii
Why the hell didn't I just go back home?
Go home, I told myself. You'll feel better. Did I go? Nope.
Instead, I'm in this damned church, smoking a ciggarette in the little room that you and your friends use to get ready for the ceremony. I look across the room at your pacing form; the fustrated look on your face doens't make me feel any better about the situation.
No I won't surrender
At any cost
You're something so sweet and tender
From my heart
Extenguishing my fag, I stand up, silently excusing myself from the room. Nobody will notice if I...
"Ville! Wait up!"
Dammit.
I turn around to face Novak, dressed for a change. He removes the cigarette from his mouth, blowing a cloud of smoke from it's corner. I raise my eyebrow questionably. He can tell I really don't want to be here.
"Look, Bam just wanted me to make sure you don't leave." he says to my unasked question. I roll my eyes and turn to walk away. Instinctively, Novak grabs at my arm. I yank it out of his reach.
"Hey, I'm just doing what my friend asked of me ok? He said he has something planned that he wants you to be here for."
"What is it, an explosion?" I ask sarcastically.
Yes I've done my evil
I've done my good
Just believe me honey
I won't let go of you
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
"I dunno. He just wants you to be here for it. So don't go anywhere."
"Who said I was going anywhere?" I ask. Novak rolls his eyes.
"I know you better than you think Valo. I know how you feel about Bam. Just stay, please." he asks, almost pleading. Sighing, I nod my head and walk towards the sanctuary where a bunch of people I don't recognize are already gathered.
Oh Bam. I wish I could just run away, so I don't have to watch you wed yourself to her.
I walk past the open doors to the fairly large multi-purpose room next door. I see the wedding cake that Missy had specially made in Philly just for today. I laugh at the icing; Vanilla. Ontop, a single rose. I remember the argument you two got into to; you didn't want the same boring cake top, but she wanted something romantic. You settled on a red rose.
I didn't notice I had been crying until Ape comes up to me.
"Ville, are you okay?" she asks in genuine concern. I nod and turn away.
After today, I don't think you'll be seeing me again.
I can't do this.
I can't pretend I want to marry her. I want you, Ville.
So, I refuse to marry her.
Seeing you slip out the door, I motion to Novak, sending him to make sure you don't go anywhere. Waiting for him to get back, I pace more than I was before. As he slips back in the room with the thumbs up, I sigh a breath of relief. As long as you're here, I can do this.
We've had our share of misfortune
We've had our blues
And God is not on our side
Yes it's true
What seems like a few seconds later, but in reality was close to an hour, Ape sticks her head inside the door.
"It's time."
Those two words nearly make me sick. I started to panic until I saw you already at your place at the altar. Taking a deep breath, I walk towards you as soft music is played. I smile at you, but you only retort with a nod. I bite my bottom lip nervously. This is it.
We keep forgetting baby
The beauty of us two
There is no one who can take that away
From me and you
As the wedding march begins, the crowd turns it's head towards the back of the church. At first, nothing is seen. But then, Missy steps out, in that beasutiful peach dress I bought her. She looks gorgeous. I smile nervously as she walks towards us. Every few steps, I side-glance at you. You seem to be gazing off into the horizon.
As she takes the few last steps to me, she takes my hand, diverting my attention towards her. A pudgy little priest in black robes step infront of us. I hear you step closer towards my back.
"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to join these two lovers in Holy matromony. Before we begin, if there is anyone who believes that these two should not be wed, speak now, or forever hold your piece."
Subcounsiouly, I step forward.
"I do."
A gasp comes from the crowd. You look at me in that shock, unprepared face that causes a shiver down my spine. Wait, don't think about that right now. You need to hear this before you make the worst descision of both of our lives.
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
Taking a deep breath, I step between you and Missy.
"Bam, I need you to know something. Nobody knows this. I've kept it a secret, but I can't keep on pretending anymore. I love you. I've loved you since you popped your head into that first performance. I don't know why I do, but I do. I've denied it, but I won't anymore."
From behind me, I hear a sniffle from your bride. You bite your lip and look down at your shoes.
"I love you too." you mutter, almost inaudiable. My eyes grow wide. Did you just say what I think you said?
Yes, I do believe you did.
And Missy's shocked tears just confirmed it.
I pull your chin up, so your are looking in my eyes. Silently, you wipe away the unfallen tears from my eyes. Noticing Missy behind me, you step to her.
"Missy...Melissa. I'm sorry. I can't pretend to love you anymore. You don't deserve it. Nobody does. I love Ville. I always have, and I always will."
I choke back tears as Missy nods and turns away. As the train to her dress follows her and her family out the church, you wrap your arms around me, pulling me towards you.
"Thank you, Willa." you whisper in my ear. I smile.
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
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Okay, so the ending was sorta crummy, but hey, I tried. It would have been posted earlier but my new kitten kept attacking my fingers.
Part Four You Are The One
Author dntcloseurheart aka ME!!
Pairing Vam and Missam (Missy/Bam)
Rating Psht...Iono...PG? PG-13?
Summary It's almost time for Bam and Missy's wedding, but is Bam rethinking his choice?
Disclaimer Don't know, Dont Own...Blah Blah Blah
A/N This was originally suppose to be a two part one shot, but since everyone wanted to know more, I decided to run with it. It's not going to be a novel, but a short story. Happy now? lol
Previous parts under the cut.
More A/N Thanks to insane_pyro_grl for the icons of POV!!!!
Part i
Part ii
Part iii
Why the hell didn't I just go back home?
Go home, I told myself. You'll feel better. Did I go? Nope.
Instead, I'm in this damned church, smoking a ciggarette in the little room that you and your friends use to get ready for the ceremony. I look across the room at your pacing form; the fustrated look on your face doens't make me feel any better about the situation.
No I won't surrender
At any cost
You're something so sweet and tender
From my heart
Extenguishing my fag, I stand up, silently excusing myself from the room. Nobody will notice if I...
"Ville! Wait up!"
Dammit.
I turn around to face Novak, dressed for a change. He removes the cigarette from his mouth, blowing a cloud of smoke from it's corner. I raise my eyebrow questionably. He can tell I really don't want to be here.
"Look, Bam just wanted me to make sure you don't leave." he says to my unasked question. I roll my eyes and turn to walk away. Instinctively, Novak grabs at my arm. I yank it out of his reach.
"Hey, I'm just doing what my friend asked of me ok? He said he has something planned that he wants you to be here for."
"What is it, an explosion?" I ask sarcastically.
Yes I've done my evil
I've done my good
Just believe me honey
I won't let go of you
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
"I dunno. He just wants you to be here for it. So don't go anywhere."
"Who said I was going anywhere?" I ask. Novak rolls his eyes.
"I know you better than you think Valo. I know how you feel about Bam. Just stay, please." he asks, almost pleading. Sighing, I nod my head and walk towards the sanctuary where a bunch of people I don't recognize are already gathered.
Oh Bam. I wish I could just run away, so I don't have to watch you wed yourself to her.
I walk past the open doors to the fairly large multi-purpose room next door. I see the wedding cake that Missy had specially made in Philly just for today. I laugh at the icing; Vanilla. Ontop, a single rose. I remember the argument you two got into to; you didn't want the same boring cake top, but she wanted something romantic. You settled on a red rose.
I didn't notice I had been crying until Ape comes up to me.
"Ville, are you okay?" she asks in genuine concern. I nod and turn away.
After today, I don't think you'll be seeing me again.
I can't do this.
I can't pretend I want to marry her. I want you, Ville.
So, I refuse to marry her.
Seeing you slip out the door, I motion to Novak, sending him to make sure you don't go anywhere. Waiting for him to get back, I pace more than I was before. As he slips back in the room with the thumbs up, I sigh a breath of relief. As long as you're here, I can do this.
We've had our share of misfortune
We've had our blues
And God is not on our side
Yes it's true
What seems like a few seconds later, but in reality was close to an hour, Ape sticks her head inside the door.
"It's time."
Those two words nearly make me sick. I started to panic until I saw you already at your place at the altar. Taking a deep breath, I walk towards you as soft music is played. I smile at you, but you only retort with a nod. I bite my bottom lip nervously. This is it.
We keep forgetting baby
The beauty of us two
There is no one who can take that away
From me and you
As the wedding march begins, the crowd turns it's head towards the back of the church. At first, nothing is seen. But then, Missy steps out, in that beasutiful peach dress I bought her. She looks gorgeous. I smile nervously as she walks towards us. Every few steps, I side-glance at you. You seem to be gazing off into the horizon.
As she takes the few last steps to me, she takes my hand, diverting my attention towards her. A pudgy little priest in black robes step infront of us. I hear you step closer towards my back.
"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to join these two lovers in Holy matromony. Before we begin, if there is anyone who believes that these two should not be wed, speak now, or forever hold your piece."
Subcounsiouly, I step forward.
"I do."
A gasp comes from the crowd. You look at me in that shock, unprepared face that causes a shiver down my spine. Wait, don't think about that right now. You need to hear this before you make the worst descision of both of our lives.
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
Taking a deep breath, I step between you and Missy.
"Bam, I need you to know something. Nobody knows this. I've kept it a secret, but I can't keep on pretending anymore. I love you. I've loved you since you popped your head into that first performance. I don't know why I do, but I do. I've denied it, but I won't anymore."
From behind me, I hear a sniffle from your bride. You bite your lip and look down at your shoes.
"I love you too." you mutter, almost inaudiable. My eyes grow wide. Did you just say what I think you said?
Yes, I do believe you did.
And Missy's shocked tears just confirmed it.
I pull your chin up, so your are looking in my eyes. Silently, you wipe away the unfallen tears from my eyes. Noticing Missy behind me, you step to her.
"Missy...Melissa. I'm sorry. I can't pretend to love you anymore. You don't deserve it. Nobody does. I love Ville. I always have, and I always will."
I choke back tears as Missy nods and turns away. As the train to her dress follows her and her family out the church, you wrap your arms around me, pulling me towards you.
"Thank you, Willa." you whisper in my ear. I smile.
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay, so the ending was sorta crummy, but hey, I tried. It would have been posted earlier but my new kitten kept attacking my fingers.