Vanilla Icing Part iii
Title Vanilla Icing
Part Three Romeo's Waiting
Author dntcloseurheart aka ME!!
Pairing Vam and Missam (Missy/Bam)
Rating Psht...Iono...PG? PG-13?
Summary It's almost time for Bam and Missy's wedding, but is Bam rethinking his choice?
Disclaimer Don't know, Dont Own...Blah Blah Blah
A/N This was originally suppose to be a two part one shot, but since everyone wanted to know more, I decided to run with it. It's not going to be a novel, but a short story. Happy now? lol
Previous parts under the cut.
More A/N Thanks to insane_pyro_grl for the icons of POV!!!!
Part i
Part ii
Okay, so here I am, the day before it. I really don't want to be here. I don't think I could handle seeing you, so handsome in the suit you bought that day, and her, in her dress of light peach and roses, at the altar. I'd burst into tears the second you put the ring on her finger. To make it worst, the fact that I'm your best man plays in.
I shouldn't be like this.
I should be so happy that you finally decided to grow up and settle down. But I'm not. I'm being the selfish Finnish bastard that Jonna always told me I was. I want you more than anything in the world, Bammie. And it hurts that I can't have you.
Sitting on the couch in the front rooom, eating from the container of my half-eaten vanilla icing from that same day, nobody has been around to bother me. I'm not complaining, but in this house, if someone isn't bugging you, they are planning something. And not anything good. I stand up, and walk downstairs, kepping a good firm hold on my icing. It's the only thing that's been keeping me from bursting into tears.
Walking downstairs, I see you sitting alone at the table. Even with your back turned, I could tell something was wrong.
"BamBam, what's wrong?" I ask as I sit next to you. You look up in surprise and give me a fake smile. You shake your head and stand up, heading outside to skate I guess.
Oh, Willa. Walking away from you just now was the worst thing I could have possibly done. Walking outside, I jumped into the Hummer and turned it on. Instead of driving off, I turned on the CD player, your voice instantly invading my head.
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing you do
To make me dream of you
"Arghhhhh." I groan and throw my head back on the seat. This is going to be hard. I want to do it, but then I have to deal with the tears of Missy, the looks from the guys and my parents. But in the end, I think it will all be worth it. I can't go on living this lie. I have to admit it to you, Ville. Fuck everyone else. You deserve to know.
Now I wanna fall in love
This world is only gonna break your heart
Now I wanna fall in lust
This world is only gonna break your heart
..with you
I have to do it. Even if it kills our friendship, I can't keep it inside anymore. It hurts to much. Who knows? My Romeo may be waiting.
Part Three Romeo's Waiting
Author dntcloseurheart aka ME!!
Pairing Vam and Missam (Missy/Bam)
Rating Psht...Iono...PG? PG-13?
Summary It's almost time for Bam and Missy's wedding, but is Bam rethinking his choice?
Disclaimer Don't know, Dont Own...Blah Blah Blah
A/N This was originally suppose to be a two part one shot, but since everyone wanted to know more, I decided to run with it. It's not going to be a novel, but a short story. Happy now? lol
Previous parts under the cut.
More A/N Thanks to insane_pyro_grl for the icons of POV!!!!
Part i
Part ii
Okay, so here I am, the day before it. I really don't want to be here. I don't think I could handle seeing you, so handsome in the suit you bought that day, and her, in her dress of light peach and roses, at the altar. I'd burst into tears the second you put the ring on her finger. To make it worst, the fact that I'm your best man plays in.
I shouldn't be like this.
I should be so happy that you finally decided to grow up and settle down. But I'm not. I'm being the selfish Finnish bastard that Jonna always told me I was. I want you more than anything in the world, Bammie. And it hurts that I can't have you.
Sitting on the couch in the front rooom, eating from the container of my half-eaten vanilla icing from that same day, nobody has been around to bother me. I'm not complaining, but in this house, if someone isn't bugging you, they are planning something. And not anything good. I stand up, and walk downstairs, kepping a good firm hold on my icing. It's the only thing that's been keeping me from bursting into tears.
Walking downstairs, I see you sitting alone at the table. Even with your back turned, I could tell something was wrong.
"BamBam, what's wrong?" I ask as I sit next to you. You look up in surprise and give me a fake smile. You shake your head and stand up, heading outside to skate I guess.
Oh, Willa. Walking away from you just now was the worst thing I could have possibly done. Walking outside, I jumped into the Hummer and turned it on. Instead of driving off, I turned on the CD player, your voice instantly invading my head.
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing you do
To make me dream of you
"Arghhhhh." I groan and throw my head back on the seat. This is going to be hard. I want to do it, but then I have to deal with the tears of Missy, the looks from the guys and my parents. But in the end, I think it will all be worth it. I can't go on living this lie. I have to admit it to you, Ville. Fuck everyone else. You deserve to know.
Now I wanna fall in love
This world is only gonna break your heart
Now I wanna fall in lust
This world is only gonna break your heart
..with you
I have to do it. Even if it kills our friendship, I can't keep it inside anymore. It hurts to much. Who knows? My Romeo may be waiting.