we only see what we want to see and not what is right in front of us

[dnilblife]

change the consistent position
find the ulterior sound
hear the flowing composition
scattered on the ground
never knowing your friendship
convincing myself to feel
no merge or aim for profit
just tempted for it to be real
you stole my heart for dedication
never noticing it's deathly attachment
now understanding self manipulation
i sabotaged my only commitment
only now realizing you never cared about me
someone like me kicked off from the cling
this was something I dared not to see
when I wasn't a person but rather a thing
trying to hold on to what once i held dear
my hopes were to go back to where we use to be
i was naive to see what I most fear
that when I left, you never turned around to see what became of me