June is Bustin out all over, so wear a F*ing bra!
So much is going on with my life now with so many highs and lows. I recieved a phone call from my boss at work to tell me I was finally legit. On Thursday, I'll be picking out my benefits and going to Staff Appreciation Day where I'll make my grand debut. I'm finally coming out at the party. I'm such a beautiful debutant. I'm on the payroll now as a full time BCC employee making 24,000 a year doing registration.
I just got off the phone with Matt, the guy I dated on Friday. Hmmm, I like him and I hope I can convince him that age doesn't make much of a difference compare to maturity level. I think in the back of his mind he lumps me together with other 20 year olds. He is not ready to date anyway going to CA for six weeks and looking to buy a home. He says propbably around December he'll be looking for a guy he jokes. We all know in six months I would sleep with 10 men the time I marked the last day of waiting. I just have to move on but I will try to date him again in the future but it is best for me not to invest anymore emotions knowing he won't be around for a while. Back to the dating pool, shit I think I have swimmer's ear.
I'm so two seconds from a break down with the house. I'm in total avoidance about the issue. I'm ready to sue and burn the house down. Hopefully I'll snap out of the phase in a week or two. I really do need to get things settle down there.
Plans for the weekend are starting to come together. Saturday is Gay Bingo which we all need to attend but will mostly likily I'll be the only one volunteering. I still haven't decided on what guy will be the flavor of the week. I'm thinking Paul from Gay Bingo who was so cute last time I went. He kissed me a small peck when we said goodbye last week. Sweet.
FLash Back. One of Mike's (Drug Dealer) friend has been texting me recently. When I found out he was a friend of Mike, I avoided him cause he admitted that the two of them get high. He also a loser in the aspect of not graduating from HS or have a GED at the age of 24. I have no idea why he is now trying to reach out to me again. I guess Muke actually did see me the other day and told him about it. Mike always did think I was a good guy. I feel slightly bad ignoring them but then I realize Mike dumped me years ago.
Sunday was my catch up day with friends. I was able to talk to Marillia to see how she was doing. I was also had a conversation with my ex/best friend in CA. I forget how much a good friend he can be when we have the time to talk. I'm hoping now that he has a new computer will be able to keep in contact more often. Now that I'll earn vacation days now, I might think about going to CA again next year.
Time for bed now.
I just got off the phone with Matt, the guy I dated on Friday. Hmmm, I like him and I hope I can convince him that age doesn't make much of a difference compare to maturity level. I think in the back of his mind he lumps me together with other 20 year olds. He is not ready to date anyway going to CA for six weeks and looking to buy a home. He says propbably around December he'll be looking for a guy he jokes. We all know in six months I would sleep with 10 men the time I marked the last day of waiting. I just have to move on but I will try to date him again in the future but it is best for me not to invest anymore emotions knowing he won't be around for a while. Back to the dating pool, shit I think I have swimmer's ear.
I'm so two seconds from a break down with the house. I'm in total avoidance about the issue. I'm ready to sue and burn the house down. Hopefully I'll snap out of the phase in a week or two. I really do need to get things settle down there.
Plans for the weekend are starting to come together. Saturday is Gay Bingo which we all need to attend but will mostly likily I'll be the only one volunteering. I still haven't decided on what guy will be the flavor of the week. I'm thinking Paul from Gay Bingo who was so cute last time I went. He kissed me a small peck when we said goodbye last week. Sweet.
FLash Back. One of Mike's (Drug Dealer) friend has been texting me recently. When I found out he was a friend of Mike, I avoided him cause he admitted that the two of them get high. He also a loser in the aspect of not graduating from HS or have a GED at the age of 24. I have no idea why he is now trying to reach out to me again. I guess Muke actually did see me the other day and told him about it. Mike always did think I was a good guy. I feel slightly bad ignoring them but then I realize Mike dumped me years ago.
Sunday was my catch up day with friends. I was able to talk to Marillia to see how she was doing. I was also had a conversation with my ex/best friend in CA. I forget how much a good friend he can be when we have the time to talk. I'm hoping now that he has a new computer will be able to keep in contact more often. Now that I'll earn vacation days now, I might think about going to CA again next year.
Time for bed now.