where'd you go?!?!?
as a few of you know...i'm still not feeling up to par. i won't be until he is home. nothing will ever be the same till he is back. everything hits me so hard....i'm just not made to deal with this...
i try so hard to keep everything in, but i end up more of a mess in the end. yeah i really suck at that.
got a new job. so far things are going alright. i have a lot of down-time. great...just what i need. more thinking time. wenever i get the chance to think more, i just become more unsure of things, more boggled up with everything.
i'm effing moving to california in september!!! i can't wait! seriously..i'm gonna be out of indiana. heck yeah! that's right folks..jaron is gonna teach me how to surf. oh man!
he better hurry home....
school is out. not sure about that whole situation either. another thing i tend to think about alot.
just send some of your prayers my way. i really need them.
i try so hard to keep everything in, but i end up more of a mess in the end. yeah i really suck at that.
got a new job. so far things are going alright. i have a lot of down-time. great...just what i need. more thinking time. wenever i get the chance to think more, i just become more unsure of things, more boggled up with everything.
i'm effing moving to california in september!!! i can't wait! seriously..i'm gonna be out of indiana. heck yeah! that's right folks..jaron is gonna teach me how to surf. oh man!
he better hurry home....
school is out. not sure about that whole situation either. another thing i tend to think about alot.
just send some of your prayers my way. i really need them.