Importance
So i've decided that I would like to be important. For someone to decide that yes they do want to spend time with me and yes i am an important part of their life. I guess this is to say that i'm always coming second to everyone.
As Dave says, I won't be able to make the event ontime..You'll need to arrive and wait for me.. and Jeff says, Well I have reservations on taking you to vegas, it is the guys weekend and with everyone else..the cell phone is only called and serious plans are made if every other available option has been taken and therefore there is nothing better to do.
im tired of it..and frankly i think its the source of the latest depression. I've been talking to a few people about doing some model pic stuff and hopefully that goes well. I guess when i finally do say im an official model, ii wont feel any better but at least i'll have pretty pictures that prove to me i'm not just second rate.
Oh i'm also PMSing, so there is a chance ill feel better in about 5 days..we shall see.. CIAO
As Dave says, I won't be able to make the event ontime..You'll need to arrive and wait for me.. and Jeff says, Well I have reservations on taking you to vegas, it is the guys weekend and with everyone else..the cell phone is only called and serious plans are made if every other available option has been taken and therefore there is nothing better to do.
im tired of it..and frankly i think its the source of the latest depression. I've been talking to a few people about doing some model pic stuff and hopefully that goes well. I guess when i finally do say im an official model, ii wont feel any better but at least i'll have pretty pictures that prove to me i'm not just second rate.
Oh i'm also PMSing, so there is a chance ill feel better in about 5 days..we shall see.. CIAO