Making Things Clear
I just want to confirm alot of rumors in the lifestyle
April 9th, I attended next gen with the idea of meeting a certain couple. Things went well and I have been invited to a trial period which as of tonight I hear will take up a week. Now everyone knows after a trial period comes a training collar if said person (me) doesn't piss the new owners off. I know this. I also understand that things are going quickly.
So I admit...
the speed is scary. This month I've had to explain to my parents i might be moving, deal with the worries of meeting new people and now the worries of what things are going to be like, if i show up. See that's what people don't understand, I'm not forced into this speed. I'm choosing to be. I could honestly tell them both to F off right now, but i won't. I couldn't do that to them and most of all I was told They wanted things the way they want them. Therefore if they want things so quickly, its consensual.
The only way I could be wrong is if i miss interept what he says at night, perfectly possibly but if you think things are taking a more serious turn, your probably right at this time. I know things are going a little fast..but bringing it up every hour to me and telling me things like i cant trust them this soon, is just going to scare me more..so could you all please back off just a little itty bit? and maybe just let me enjoy this..if all else fails..ill be out of this soon.
People have asked me if i am allowd to attend the party next month, i'm not sure. Last time i heard they wanted me to stay away from new people and parties alone..but i'll ask..hopefully ill know more soon..until then, could we all be more supportive and a little less adding stresslike, some of you are really freaking me out.
i dont think these people are all that bad..
April 9th, I attended next gen with the idea of meeting a certain couple. Things went well and I have been invited to a trial period which as of tonight I hear will take up a week. Now everyone knows after a trial period comes a training collar if said person (me) doesn't piss the new owners off. I know this. I also understand that things are going quickly.
So I admit...
the speed is scary. This month I've had to explain to my parents i might be moving, deal with the worries of meeting new people and now the worries of what things are going to be like, if i show up. See that's what people don't understand, I'm not forced into this speed. I'm choosing to be. I could honestly tell them both to F off right now, but i won't. I couldn't do that to them and most of all I was told They wanted things the way they want them. Therefore if they want things so quickly, its consensual.
The only way I could be wrong is if i miss interept what he says at night, perfectly possibly but if you think things are taking a more serious turn, your probably right at this time. I know things are going a little fast..but bringing it up every hour to me and telling me things like i cant trust them this soon, is just going to scare me more..so could you all please back off just a little itty bit? and maybe just let me enjoy this..if all else fails..ill be out of this soon.
People have asked me if i am allowd to attend the party next month, i'm not sure. Last time i heard they wanted me to stay away from new people and parties alone..but i'll ask..hopefully ill know more soon..until then, could we all be more supportive and a little less adding stresslike, some of you are really freaking me out.
i dont think these people are all that bad..