Into the White Darkness
Name: Jae
Age: Fourteen years-old
Favorite Quote? Why does it have significance to you? "Life isn't fair, deal with it." As clichéd as it may be, I find that to be blatantly true and painfully correct. And being a rather unoriginal person, I suppose a simple quote was in my favorable choice. Going around saying "Oh, I'm such a wreck, look at what's happened to me" is nothing but self-pity and loathing, and that merely destroys the person from the inside in my opinion. One must be strong and confident of himself!
Likes: I love to sing, and very enjoy writing and drawing (fanfictions, in particular). Web designing too, as that counts in with creativity. Video games, anime and manga, the fictional works are fascinating too. Ah, and being in a peaceful environment is a very favorable thing.
Dislikes: Going out too often, I find it to be a waste of time unless it has some important significance to my life (such as meetings). I loathe shopping, any kind of it whether it be for clothes, groceries... I hate it, especially the unloading part. Overly depressing and self-pitying people tend to rack my nerves along with the snobby and insensitive kind (basically anyone that doesn't regard another's feelings). And I'm terrified of bugs, every single kind.
What do you enjoy doing in your spare time? Why? Anything I could conjure up without making too much of a ruckus. Mostly it involves something along the line of quiet activities such as drawing and writing which I find amusing to do, though listening to music occurs every now and then. More often than not, though, I end up talking to myself despite how unhealthy it may be.
Who do you look up to as a model for how to live your life? Why? I suppose I could say I don't really have a role model - I simply try to be optimistic and look into the pros of life rather than the cons. Generally I attempt to not look up to someone entirely, for some odd, nagging reasons.
Your best quality? Why? In contradiction to my worst trait, I can be overly gentle and kind. I find it extremely difficult to even slightly injure a person physically or emotionally, and whenever something may seem like an offense, I feel terrible and wretched. In short, I'm a big softy most of the time. And I listen to people and their problems and help them to the best of my abilities, though I end up not getting involved too much since all I usually do is nudge them to what I personally find the best path. Also, finding mistakes and errors comes quickly and easy to me as I have no difficulty spotting incorrect things such as grammar or facts when looking something over.
Your worst? Why? Unfortunately, I can be impeccably pessimistic and negative. Despite my wanting to be completely optimistic, I always end up looking at the cons first over the pros, therefore ending up with bitter remarks. Along with that comes impatience, as when people I deem irritating comes up to me, I can't stand them but I manage to hold my ground. My pride also tends to get ahead of me, and doing tasks such as apologizing proves to be very difficult. Oh, yes, and I can be overly dependent and at times be quite violent if my nerves are at the edge. I can be overly obsessive with some things too, since I can be very attached.
The world's not a perfect place. What would you want to change about it? Why? Many things, but I suppose I could point it to one focal point, money. Really, many are so blinded by it, and they become selfish and greedy for the sole purpose of hogging all of that green stuff that makes many people's lives completely miserable. It can make some horribly insensitive.
You're not perfect, either. What would you change about yourself? Why? I wish to be able to be more independent. As much as I like being in solitude a majority of the times, I'm often clinging to someone for support. I hate being left to myself to do things as I'm unsure of a lot of things.
Do you believe in people? Some that are very close to me, which is a sad number of people. I generally try not to get too close as to heavily believe in a person.
In yourself? Even with my high pride, no. My self-esteem is ridiculously low for some bizarre reasons of its own. I may think highly of myself at one moment, but in a heartbeat I'll downgrade myself.
If you were given the chance to become one of the characters for a short period of time, who would you choose? Why? I would have to say Krad - he fascinates me with his odd adaptation of what he believes to be "affection" and the homicidal side he possesses along with the fact that he is not an overly complex or simple character. And for another thing, he isn't dependent towards anyone and is fully confident about himself.
Anything else? Not that I am aware of~ Oh, but I love to talk, so I apologize for my rambling! And this is pointlessly random, but I love to use big and complicated words. xD
Age: Fourteen years-old
Favorite Quote? Why does it have significance to you? "Life isn't fair, deal with it." As clichéd as it may be, I find that to be blatantly true and painfully correct. And being a rather unoriginal person, I suppose a simple quote was in my favorable choice. Going around saying "Oh, I'm such a wreck, look at what's happened to me" is nothing but self-pity and loathing, and that merely destroys the person from the inside in my opinion. One must be strong and confident of himself!
Likes: I love to sing, and very enjoy writing and drawing (fanfictions, in particular). Web designing too, as that counts in with creativity. Video games, anime and manga, the fictional works are fascinating too. Ah, and being in a peaceful environment is a very favorable thing.
Dislikes: Going out too often, I find it to be a waste of time unless it has some important significance to my life (such as meetings). I loathe shopping, any kind of it whether it be for clothes, groceries... I hate it, especially the unloading part. Overly depressing and self-pitying people tend to rack my nerves along with the snobby and insensitive kind (basically anyone that doesn't regard another's feelings). And I'm terrified of bugs, every single kind.
What do you enjoy doing in your spare time? Why? Anything I could conjure up without making too much of a ruckus. Mostly it involves something along the line of quiet activities such as drawing and writing which I find amusing to do, though listening to music occurs every now and then. More often than not, though, I end up talking to myself despite how unhealthy it may be.
Who do you look up to as a model for how to live your life? Why? I suppose I could say I don't really have a role model - I simply try to be optimistic and look into the pros of life rather than the cons. Generally I attempt to not look up to someone entirely, for some odd, nagging reasons.
Your best quality? Why? In contradiction to my worst trait, I can be overly gentle and kind. I find it extremely difficult to even slightly injure a person physically or emotionally, and whenever something may seem like an offense, I feel terrible and wretched. In short, I'm a big softy most of the time. And I listen to people and their problems and help them to the best of my abilities, though I end up not getting involved too much since all I usually do is nudge them to what I personally find the best path. Also, finding mistakes and errors comes quickly and easy to me as I have no difficulty spotting incorrect things such as grammar or facts when looking something over.
Your worst? Why? Unfortunately, I can be impeccably pessimistic and negative. Despite my wanting to be completely optimistic, I always end up looking at the cons first over the pros, therefore ending up with bitter remarks. Along with that comes impatience, as when people I deem irritating comes up to me, I can't stand them but I manage to hold my ground. My pride also tends to get ahead of me, and doing tasks such as apologizing proves to be very difficult. Oh, yes, and I can be overly dependent and at times be quite violent if my nerves are at the edge. I can be overly obsessive with some things too, since I can be very attached.
The world's not a perfect place. What would you want to change about it? Why? Many things, but I suppose I could point it to one focal point, money. Really, many are so blinded by it, and they become selfish and greedy for the sole purpose of hogging all of that green stuff that makes many people's lives completely miserable. It can make some horribly insensitive.
You're not perfect, either. What would you change about yourself? Why? I wish to be able to be more independent. As much as I like being in solitude a majority of the times, I'm often clinging to someone for support. I hate being left to myself to do things as I'm unsure of a lot of things.
Do you believe in people? Some that are very close to me, which is a sad number of people. I generally try not to get too close as to heavily believe in a person.
In yourself? Even with my high pride, no. My self-esteem is ridiculously low for some bizarre reasons of its own. I may think highly of myself at one moment, but in a heartbeat I'll downgrade myself.
If you were given the chance to become one of the characters for a short period of time, who would you choose? Why? I would have to say Krad - he fascinates me with his odd adaptation of what he believes to be "affection" and the homicidal side he possesses along with the fact that he is not an overly complex or simple character. And for another thing, he isn't dependent towards anyone and is fully confident about himself.
Anything else? Not that I am aware of~ Oh, but I love to talk, so I apologize for my rambling! And this is pointlessly random, but I love to use big and complicated words. xD