into the white darkness
Name: amanda
Age: 14
Favorite Quote? Why does it have significance to you? The more you find out about the world, the more opportunities there are to laugh at it. --Bill Nye, Interview with Wired.com, April 2005
Laughter gives us distance. It allows us to step back from an event, deal with it and then move on. --Bob Newhart (1929 - )
these two quotes are signifigant too me because...well i dont really know. i tend to like things on impulse. the moment i see something, i know if i'll like it or not. i know this seems alittle childish, but i really react to things in real life that way. (except food. i like anything when it comes to food.) i guess i could say that i liked these quotes because their true too me. i tend to laugh things off and move on when pain comes my way. i'm the child in the park that doesnt cry when i get a scrape. i laugh because it hurts so much.
Likes: mythology, ancient runes, history, world culture, extreme sports, challenge, reading, knowledge, track, camping, fishing, kayaking, canoeing, graphic design, broadway, comics, yaoi, manga, anime, asian food, coffee, tea, forensic science, nomads, life.
Dislikes:cry babys, dependant people, girls/guys who "need him/her too go on.", suicide, stereotypes, rap/country music, homophobes, people who demand your attention constantly, brand name whores, death, boredom, a bad book, people who obsess over getting dates. i think it should happen naturally, its not really somehting i think you should persue.
What do you enjoy doing in your spare time? Why? during the week, i go all-out crazy! the beach, jogging, going to dances...anyhting to keep me moving. i dislike staying in one place.mostly computer stuff over the weekend.
Who do you look up to as a model for how to live your life? Why? i dont have a model of how to live my life. if anything, i look at people and think, "i do not want to do that/be like that/ act like that/etc,." the only people i remotely wan tto be like are the Wild Boyz. i mean, they get to travel everywhere! how lucky is that!?
Your best quality? Why?i guess my best quality is that im willing to do alot to get things the way they should be. if my friends are argueing, i know not too take one side. i figure out what happened, and solve it in the most non-nosense way possible.
Your worst? Why? i am very stubborn. i mean, if you suggest something to me, i might go along with it, if its logical and it seems like an intelligent thing to do. but if you try tooo force your opinion on me, i'll stand firm and not change my tune. no matter what you threaten. example: a girl in school i hang out with and a bunch of her senior friends were hanging out with me and my other friend behind the school. everyone but me and my friend were smoking. then my friend was offered a cigarrette and took it. then they offered me one. i said "no way". then one of the 18 year old guys said to "just do it, nothings going to happen". i took the entire pack out of the guys hand, threw it on the ground, stomped it into the dirt, and walked away without a word. no one makes me do something i dont want to. my other bad quality is that, even htough im good at winning them, i argue way too much. i guess i just find it too easy too start an arguement these days, and sometimes just start argueing for the sake of argueing.
The world's not a perfect place. What would you want to change about it? Why? the human life span. and actually, i would change that for my own selfish reasons. i'm terrified of dying. i mean, i would become a vampire, for crying out loud, just too live forever.i seriously think that experiencing the entire history of hte world is worth losing your soul over. that is truthfully the only thing i fear. death is the one and only thing i can tavoid in life, and will inevidably happen. thats why it scares me so much. thats also the reason i could never commit suicide. no matter how bad things are, i would be too scared to jump that cliff, or run that knife through. then again, with all hte dangerous extreme sports i do, i might get myself killed in the process. sometimes my curiosity overpowers my fear! ^^'
You're not perfect, either. What would you change about yourself? Why?my figure. i want to have a rock hard, muscular figure. if you need an example, i wanna have Gwen Stefani's body. i dont want a super model's body, which makes them look like little boys.
Do you believe in people?i dont like that question. it irks me. why dont people just believe in themselves if they need that reassurance so much? why dont they have their own opinions.
In yourself?i dont know. when i want to do something, i dont think about whether i can or cant do something. i just do it, without any really thought of the consequences or my ability.
If you were given the chance to become one of the characters for a short period of time, who would you choose? Why?hmm...either Dark(because he gets to have all the dangerous fun) or Keiji Saga (because he's just plain insane! it must be fun to have no boundaries like him!)
Anything else?i give really good advice when it is asked of me. i may not seem very observant due to my hyper/daredevil attitude, but i know whats going on 'outside' and i am aware of my surroundings.