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Game Over [part 14]

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She barely left her room the following days. She would walk around in her room and mumble to herself. Sometimes she got new ideas and laughed with dry joy. The sun would rise, the sun would set. A bird flew at her window and fell to the ground dead. A fly was buzzing around in her room until she managed to kill it. Every now and then she could hear Matt walking past her door, then returning and listening for a while.

Then she went out, avoiding all the suspicious places. She came back annoyed. She sat on the creaky chair and watched Matt as he played.

She watched Matt sleep. The moonlight through the curtains made his skin look grey.

Mello went to him and woke him up.

“What?” Matt snapped when he finally woke up to reality.

“You have to help me,” Mello said.

Matt looked at her for a moment and yawned before answering:

“I don’t have to do anything.”

Mello grabbed his shirt and pulled him so close to herself she could feel his breath on her face.

“Yes, you do,” she hissed. “You live here, in my apartment, and you think you don’t have to do anything to pay for it!”

“You said it was alright if I stayed here,” Matt said. “But if it’s not, I can as well leave.”

Matt shook her hands off. Mello stood stunned for a moment and then turned around to face Matt who was collecting his things together.

“You little fuck! You can’t leave me on my own!” she said.

“I think I can,” Matt said, “or am I so much different from you? You can very well leave without telling me, but I don’t have that luxury?”

Mello kicked the sofa so hard it moved.

“What do you want me to do?” she asked. “I had no choice but to go.”

Matt seemed to have everything ready. He was facing the door as he replied:

“You could have just said goodbye.”

He took a step further. Then another one. Mello felt as if the world was moving in slow motion.

“Why?” she then shrieked. “Why do you care so much? You must have had such cheerful time after I was gone, being able to play your games all day long without me disturbing you. Don’t give me any shit about being lonely or something. You’re never lonely. Why is this such a big deal for you?”

“You just don’t get it, huh?”

Matt glanced at her. His eyes were deeper than usual. She could tell even through the stupid goggles.

“I suppose I can tell it to you now,” he said.

He was already opening the door.

“Tell me what?” Mello asked.

“I loved you.”

Matt’s voice was echoing in Mello’s head. Why hadn’t she known? She had probably always been too busy thinking about ways to be better than Near, and had ignored all the signs. Shit.

Matt had stepped over the threshold already. Mello couldn’t see his face as she said:

“I’m sorry.”

Matt stopped.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” Mello said. “I didn’t know.”

Matt gave an emotionless laugh.

“That’s probably because you always cared more about Near than me.”

Matt looked her straight in the eyes. He pulled the goggles off and suddenly Mello realized how blue his eyes were.

“I don’t care about that bastard,” Mello said. “I hate him.”

Matt came back in and closed the door.

“No, you don’t. You just don’t want to admit it.”

Matt sat down on the sofa. Mello was still standing, her back facing Matt.

“I will help you,” Matt said.

Mello was happy he couldn’t see her face.

“Thank you,” she said and left.

Right after she had closed the door behind her, she let the smile break her face in half. She didn’t care about the pain it caused to her left cheek. She smiled until both her cheeks hurt, she smiled even after that, and she fell asleep with a smile on her face.